Three Energy

The month of ‘3’, one of my favorites! March has this vibe about it that just… fits me. I don’t know if it’s because it’s my birthday month (that probably has a LOT to do with it!) or because it carries that spring time newness. We just had a 3-3 day and there will be others; this whole month is a triple-vibration! I have always felt a certain awesome energy on days that are 3’s. Maybe because the vibration/frequency surrounding this number is ‘creative’. The energies seem to amp-up with joy, creation, communication (verbal/non-verbal/expressive). I resonate with creativity. I tend to think most people do even though a lot of people don’t think or feel they do. Creativity comes in so many forms – not just arts and crafts.

The concept and how people define create and creativity really got pigeonholed over the decades. As an artist who talks with others that aren’t – they immediately announce they don’t have a creative bone in their body. Sure you do! We all do! Creativity is not just paint on a canvas. It’s everywhere and in everything; but its connotation has been mostly linked directly to the artistic and, ya, the creatives. It’s time to break it free from the chain that it has been predominately attached to! A lot of people don’t think they are creatives because they tend to be: analytical, left-brained, science-y, math-like, and ‘can’t draw’. This is the misconception regarding the creation word. When it’s mentioned that it’s all of that stuff and more they search their brain for a ‘creative’ example; it might be hard to find for most, some – not at all. That’s because it’s been so misunderstood for so long. Logic and analytic things are just not seen as creative. They are finding examples but they don’t believe them to be so. Being programmed to believe you are not a creator runs deep.

I was noticing that this was being ‘taken’ from us back in those elementary days (for me that was the 70’s). I’m sure this was going on long before I joined this incarnate. Slowly and steadily being creative and free-thinking was being traded for: in-the-box and stay in the lines. With each passing decade those that desired to be their free-thinking creative selves were most likely frowned upon. Those that followed this line – or should I say… didn’t follow any lines would be continually told we will struggle, we will be nothing’s, poor, broke, homeless, not amount to much. Ugh! The humans would be groomed to be ‘sheep’. Well, it pretty much happened, for the most part. But… hahaha, they couldn’t get us all! 🙂 For those that don’t recognize that they can be free from their left-brain programming (or… any programming, any block or mind-control) – they will wave their hand in the ‘nah!’ position and don’t accept it.

Creating and co-creating is going to be the new normal. It will be – just how ‘it is’ and what we organically do. The misunderstanding of what creative, creating, co-creating, and being a creator will be no-more. We will naturally reside here. We will all be in constant co-creation mode with our higher-selves, the Divine, along with the benevolent higher-dimensional beings assisting our ascension. Everything from energies, frequencies, vibrations and outward to physical, tangible, manifestation(s).

It’s just a matter of being aware to it or expressing from your heart. Bringing yourself into balance, harmony and knowing that you have freedom. Free to BE! This is a whole-nuther-subject in itself. It takes steps, patience, practice, due diligence, self-love, wanting to heal, acceptance, all while allowing yourself to shift from a 3D mind-set and the imprisonment to Divine love, truth, light, grace, and higher consciousness. It creates 🙂 freedom!

As a life path (numerology) number that is a 3 – it (3 energies) resonates and vibes with me on so many levels. I actually have 3’s and 1’s all over my ‘charts’ (numerology); so being creative, expressive, whimsical, and a goof-ball is kind of what just flows out of me. I wasn’t always in this – more free-flowing state. Nope. Some things that I have been protecting (self-inflicted blocks) – I have unlocked, opened, and healed over the years. Allowing the heart-space to open and heal has started the chain reaction throughout all other areas. Once the acceptance begins, the true-self surfaces, and there’s no going back. And why would you want to? This has been liberating. It’s also an alignment thing. Things I have always openly expressed are now becoming stronger, loved and appreciated. It’s all love and appreciation actually!

With this healing journey – I have been gaining that balance and harmony. I know this will always be a work in progress but with each healing moment and lesson I find that next level of peace. And in return… it’s an automatic turning-in to the heart space first. This has brought me back to joy, happiness, and the desire to want to create… more!

Since I had grown up in… what I call a weirdly polarized family situation (mom was the ‘soul crusher’ and dad was the passive-aggressive who tried to nurture creativity) my self-worth was hammered/beat-down and even manipulated. It was a roller-coaster ride to say the least. Creative expression was encouraged but there were rules of perfection, lots of criticism, adding in the mixed feelings of self-doubt and worthiness. One minute I was up, the next… brought back down. Most of the time it wasn’t even really the words being said, it was the actions – the ‘vibe’, if you will. It’s interesting how I can look back at certain moments throughout my youth and see the actions taken, crystal-clear, but the words spoken can be a haze. As an empath, I felt everything first. It’s most likely why my childhood ‘scenes’ play out with emotion and feeling before any potential hurtful words join the party.

As I grow and evolve with my own healing sessions so does the inner-child moments that I go back and heal. What I mean by that is – when I was in my beginner stages (of healing) I didn’t know what I was doing, what I was even ‘looking’ for. I stumbled around looking for the ‘why’. It took effort on my part to even want to ‘go there’. Meditation was necessary and long sessions of crying had me wondering if I was actually working on something or just reliving moments. This is where developing trust with the Divine, the Universe, your Guidance – becomes key.

The next couple of years not only was I working on my inner-child – I was also working on the trust! I almost don’t know which one was more challenging for me! Yes, trust issues are real. And apparently can run super-deep! Anyway, several years later… the growth of all of this is that – I am now being ‘called’ to come and heal (the inner-child) something(s)! It has evolved. It’s hard to explain, but it’s also… freakin’ awesome! When something pops up (a past trauma, moment, hurt, scary-thing) take care of it RIGHT then and there! Deep meditation is not required when you get to a certain point with your healing. When pieces of you come back, integrate, and feel at home, feel welcomed and loved… your soul will want more. More completion. And the pace will begin to pick up, quicken, as you start putting yourself back together. Ahhh, it is such a cool thing! Soul fragments, soul retrieval, whatever it’s called… it’s where I am these days. Each process brings my soul fragment back to my Now. And with that comes a new level of freedom. Building confidence, motivation, desire, passion, drive, self-love, a deeper compassionate love, unity, learning, observing, growth, evolution, trust, alignment, all bringing flow and creation/co-creation. It becomes one of the main activities on your ascension path. Maybe activities isn’t the best word. How about side-affects? When you heal your Self, your Soul, and keep working on becoming complete, whole, and the beautiful light and love that you are… these might feel like a side-affect, residuals, of being; of BEing!

This circles me back to the power of the 3. As we continue to work on ourselves, seeking that balance, that harmony, that healing… for our spiritual growth – the energies pulsing through this entire year are going to give us a little boost in this department. If we consciously set the intentions to work on our soul-self, inner-child, and the emotional attachments we tend to carry around, the potential for an upgrade is most likely going to be promised, continually. Each time you try, and continue practice making efforts and trying, it will lead to doing, then – more doing. Before you know it… it’s a couple years into your future and you really have come a long way baybee! You have been upgrading at your core-levels.

And guess what? The entire time you have been healing, loving/Self-loving, nurturing, and growing, evolving, and becoming your authentic self… you have been co-creating and in creator-mode every step of the way! 🙂

Keep going! I know I won’t be stopping any time soon!

Love and Blessings ❤

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Procrastination

On this energetic day of 2’s…

I just wanted to post a quote that became an instant favorite of mine.

It’s from Abraham Hicks, and it just resonated with me… it brought a smile to my face; as those who know me – know I can be a chronic-procrastinator. Well, maybe ‘chronic’ is too harsh of a word because it’s not all the time. I have moments or blocks-of-time where I seem to be more procrastinating than others. I’ve even openly admitted this in my writings here.

Procrastination, in my life (and probably for most), has a 3D label surrounding it: ‘lazy’. I always found that to be an irritating way to try to describe something that one just doesn’t have the deepest desire to do (right away). It’s not like I don’t want to do it… it’s just that I don’t have the energies to deal with it at that time (whatever that may be). I have always had an interesting relationship with ‘procrastination’ and I know this is part of my healing journey here.

My inner-knowing has always been letting me know that… it just isn’t really that important at this time. While those around me – the ones who think time is actually real (thinking linear) – feel I should be getting all things done, and getting them done yesterday! 🙂 I don’t let their issues with procrastination bother me. Because, really, it’s also about perception of what procrastination is (individually).

So, yes, I know this is ‘self-inflicted’ and I’m working through this area/issue – while I work-on and clean-up my childhood wounds. And… as I do-this… the quick little quote from Abraham Hicks explains it well:

What is the definition of procrastination?
It means: I can feel within my energy sensor that this action is not in perfect alignment at this time!

**Nailed-it! 🙂

All things Abraham Hicks can be checked out here:

Enjoy! https://www.abraham-hicks.com/

1-20/21 – Total Lunar Eclipse

I love all these energy-days, portal days, gateways, eclipses… they are such a great time to check-in with yourself.
They can be, if you ‘take note’ and utilize them in that sense.

I’ve always loved these kind of events, even as a kid. I always thought these kinds of cosmic days had a special-feel to them, they were cool and amazing. Astrology-wise I liked the information, guidance or direction, that was offered but I didn’t really understand the deeper/spiritual meaning of ‘why’ until I started waking up.

These are days of higher consciousness, Christ-Conscious, awareness, higher vibration, and Universal love and support – unity consciousness. Little booster-blasts from the Universe, the Cosmos, to and for us.

When I try to think about how amazing this Universe is and how everything is perfectly designed, timed (linear for us humans), and adjusted (maybe/sometimes/probably) … all for our awakening and ascension… it blows-my-mind! I know I am barely scratching the surface when I ponder the Universe and how our planet is this big, beautiful, experiment.

Today (20th or 21st) we have this Full Super Blood Wolf Moon Total Lunar Eclipse thing happening! Woah! What else can we add to this? It’s at zero degrees (that ‘zero-point’ kind of thing – where physical meets spiritual) and let’s also throw on the power of the 3 too! Creative, creative, creative!!

I hope my head doesn’t explode when I head out to the backyard tonight to bask in all of its glory! Also… I really hope I have clear enough skies to enjoy it visually. It’s been touch and go around here; most nights have been cloudy.

Eclipses, in general, can bring on sudden change: they can illuminate/expose and they can be catalysts/triggers. Depending on what you need to be working on; something deep that needs to come up (probably). They can be path correctors, path aligners, re-aligners/adjusters, boosters, accelerators, and expanders. Lunar eclipses can help you close-up shop, get some completion, finish things (all to start new again… ahhh, the cycles). We are all at different places within – so experiences will vary… for sure!

This event has so much going on! And… is setting everyone up for success – if you utilize it and let it help you anchor your intentions. Your awesome and wonderful highest-good intentions! I don’t know about you – but this thing just sounds so dreamy and lovely!

Tonight, while the energy is high-powered I will be journaling, dream-listing, reality-listing, conjuring up some goals, and setting intentions. I will be getting into the high-vibrational zone and the feel good energy! Then there will be a few moments (if the clouds will allow it) of stepping out to look directly at the action taking place. (*If it was warmer than the 10 degrees where I live… I would be hanging-out outside much longer and really ‘being-with-it’.)

I don’t know if I will feel compelled to howl at the moon; while I am outside freezing my butt-off and drinking it all in. If I do – there is a possible chance that I just might get an answer back. It would most likely be a coyote – but hey… we’re still in the Year of the Dog, right?! That’s also: Me. My Chinese zodiac is the Dog. Maybe I will finish off the Year of the Dog with that great, loud, emotional howl at the moon! Releasing all the ‘old’ while opening up to the ‘new’!

This lunar eclipse is the other ‘book-end’ to the solar eclipse we had back in August of 2017 (Leo eclipses). Yup… ‘closing up shop’ for that Leo cycle we all just went through.

Completion! Completion in order to start new! Closure then rebirth! New for 2019! New energies of creation and creativity, joy, happiness, love, Spirit, abundance, opportunities, leading to manifestation and more growth. Sounds good to me!

Happy Full Moon Total Lunar Eclipse!
Give yourself a good ‘checking-in’!

May you be in-your-heart today… ❤

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