Three Energy

The month of ‘3’, one of my favorites! March has this vibe about it that just… fits me. I don’t know if it’s because it’s my birthday month (that probably has a LOT to do with it!) or because it carries that spring time newness. We just had a 3-3 day and there will be others; this whole month is a triple-vibration! I have always felt a certain awesome energy on days that are 3’s. Maybe because the vibration/frequency surrounding this number is ‘creative’. The energies seem to amp-up with joy, creation, communication (verbal/non-verbal/expressive). I resonate with creativity. I tend to think most people do even though a lot of people don’t think or feel they do. Creativity comes in so many forms – not just arts and crafts.

The concept and how people define create and creativity really got pigeonholed over the decades. As an artist who talks with others that aren’t – they immediately announce they don’t have a creative bone in their body. Sure you do! We all do! Creativity is not just paint on a canvas. It’s everywhere and in everything; but its connotation has been mostly linked directly to the artistic and, ya, the creatives. It’s time to break it free from the chain that it has been predominately attached to! A lot of people don’t think they are creatives because they tend to be: analytical, left-brained, science-y, math-like, and ‘can’t draw’. This is the misconception regarding the creation word. When it’s mentioned that it’s all of that stuff and more they search their brain for a ‘creative’ example; it might be hard to find for most, some – not at all. That’s because it’s been so misunderstood for so long. Logic and analytic things are just not seen as creative. They are finding examples but they don’t believe them to be so. Being programmed to believe you are not a creator runs deep.

I was noticing that this was being ‘taken’ from us back in those elementary days (for me that was the 70’s). I’m sure this was going on long before I joined this incarnate. Slowly and steadily being creative and free-thinking was being traded for: in-the-box and stay in the lines. With each passing decade those that desired to be their free-thinking creative selves were most likely frowned upon. Those that followed this line – or should I say… didn’t follow any lines would be continually told we will struggle, we will be nothing’s, poor, broke, homeless, not amount to much. Ugh! The humans would be groomed to be ‘sheep’. Well, it pretty much happened, for the most part. But… hahaha, they couldn’t get us all! 🙂 For those that don’t recognize that they can be free from their left-brain programming (or… any programming, any block or mind-control) – they will wave their hand in the ‘nah!’ position and don’t accept it.

Creating and co-creating is going to be the new normal. It will be – just how ‘it is’ and what we organically do. The misunderstanding of what creative, creating, co-creating, and being a creator will be no-more. We will naturally reside here. We will all be in constant co-creation mode with our higher-selves, the Divine, along with the benevolent higher-dimensional beings assisting our ascension. Everything from energies, frequencies, vibrations and outward to physical, tangible, manifestation(s).

It’s just a matter of being aware to it or expressing from your heart. Bringing yourself into balance, harmony and knowing that you have freedom. Free to BE! This is a whole-nuther-subject in itself. It takes steps, patience, practice, due diligence, self-love, wanting to heal, acceptance, all while allowing yourself to shift from a 3D mind-set and the imprisonment to Divine love, truth, light, grace, and higher consciousness. It creates 🙂 freedom!

As a life path (numerology) number that is a 3 – it (3 energies) resonates and vibes with me on so many levels. I actually have 3’s and 1’s all over my ‘charts’ (numerology); so being creative, expressive, whimsical, and a goof-ball is kind of what just flows out of me. I wasn’t always in this – more free-flowing state. Nope. Some things that I have been protecting (self-inflicted blocks) – I have unlocked, opened, and healed over the years. Allowing the heart-space to open and heal has started the chain reaction throughout all other areas. Once the acceptance begins, the true-self surfaces, and there’s no going back. And why would you want to? This has been liberating. It’s also an alignment thing. Things I have always openly expressed are now becoming stronger, loved and appreciated. It’s all love and appreciation actually!

With this healing journey – I have been gaining that balance and harmony. I know this will always be a work in progress but with each healing moment and lesson I find that next level of peace. And in return… it’s an automatic turning-in to the heart space first. This has brought me back to joy, happiness, and the desire to want to create… more!

Since I had grown up in… what I call a weirdly polarized family situation (mom was the ‘soul crusher’ and dad was the passive-aggressive who tried to nurture creativity) my self-worth was hammered/beat-down and even manipulated. It was a roller-coaster ride to say the least. Creative expression was encouraged but there were rules of perfection, lots of criticism, adding in the mixed feelings of self-doubt and worthiness. One minute I was up, the next… brought back down. Most of the time it wasn’t even really the words being said, it was the actions – the ‘vibe’, if you will. It’s interesting how I can look back at certain moments throughout my youth and see the actions taken, crystal-clear, but the words spoken can be a haze. As an empath, I felt everything first. It’s most likely why my childhood ‘scenes’ play out with emotion and feeling before any potential hurtful words join the party.

As I grow and evolve with my own healing sessions so does the inner-child moments that I go back and heal. What I mean by that is – when I was in my beginner stages (of healing) I didn’t know what I was doing, what I was even ‘looking’ for. I stumbled around looking for the ‘why’. It took effort on my part to even want to ‘go there’. Meditation was necessary and long sessions of crying had me wondering if I was actually working on something or just reliving moments. This is where developing trust with the Divine, the Universe, your Guidance – becomes key.

The next couple of years not only was I working on my inner-child – I was also working on the trust! I almost don’t know which one was more challenging for me! Yes, trust issues are real. And apparently can run super-deep! Anyway, several years later… the growth of all of this is that – I am now being ‘called’ to come and heal (the inner-child) something(s)! It has evolved. It’s hard to explain, but it’s also… freakin’ awesome! When something pops up (a past trauma, moment, hurt, scary-thing) take care of it RIGHT then and there! Deep meditation is not required when you get to a certain point with your healing. When pieces of you come back, integrate, and feel at home, feel welcomed and loved… your soul will want more. More completion. And the pace will begin to pick up, quicken, as you start putting yourself back together. Ahhh, it is such a cool thing! Soul fragments, soul retrieval, whatever it’s called… it’s where I am these days. Each process brings my soul fragment back to my Now. And with that comes a new level of freedom. Building confidence, motivation, desire, passion, drive, self-love, a deeper compassionate love, unity, learning, observing, growth, evolution, trust, alignment, all bringing flow and creation/co-creation. It becomes one of the main activities on your ascension path. Maybe activities isn’t the best word. How about side-affects? When you heal your Self, your Soul, and keep working on becoming complete, whole, and the beautiful light and love that you are… these might feel like a side-affect, residuals, of being; of BEing!

This circles me back to the power of the 3. As we continue to work on ourselves, seeking that balance, that harmony, that healing… for our spiritual growth – the energies pulsing through this entire year are going to give us a little boost in this department. If we consciously set the intentions to work on our soul-self, inner-child, and the emotional attachments we tend to carry around, the potential for an upgrade is most likely going to be promised, continually. Each time you try, and continue practice making efforts and trying, it will lead to doing, then – more doing. Before you know it… it’s a couple years into your future and you really have come a long way baybee! You have been upgrading at your core-levels.

And guess what? The entire time you have been healing, loving/Self-loving, nurturing, and growing, evolving, and becoming your authentic self… you have been co-creating and in creator-mode every step of the way! 🙂

Keep going! I know I won’t be stopping any time soon!

Love and Blessings ❤

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Amazing energy, wonderful frequencies of high vibrational love and light!
Another great portal to set intentions for your higher-vibrational Divine future self!
It’s fun isn’t it?! 🙂

What’s not to LOVE about all these awesome opportunities to utilize, tune-IN to/with Divine at an amplified moment of our linear time?! Who needs ‘holidays’ when we have the knowing/understanding of portals and gateways? These really are becoming my special holiday calendar dates! Block these out! I AM busy! Busy with the Universe! 🙂

Fun, indeed!

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Speaking of events on a calendar…

It was also a Groundhog Day… where this cute little fur-ball comes out to see if he has a shadow or not. Spring… early or late? Where I live, this little critter’s shadow spotting is irrelevant mostly. It’s almost like we are opposite ends of the globe when it comes to weather and patterns! Oh well, it’s entertainment, right?

What I was finding more relevant was the spirit animal perspective of the groundhog.
When you go take a look at what this (spirit) animal represents, it’s fitting to the ‘shadow work’ concept: The meaning of the groundhog tells you that it’s alright to work tirelessly behind the scenes and work on projects that may take a while to mature. Sometimes the most important tasks are the ones that are not seen, so do your best to achieve amazing results.

The (ascension) time has caught up to this animal and its message! 🙂 Kind of interesting.

We are in a year/decade of balancing, harmonizing – with that there needs to be clearing, purging, and healing. Like shadow-work. We all have this going on and at various levels, layers – across time, space, dimensions. No one is exempt from the deeper/inner works.

Working tirelessly behind the scenes is definitely true for this shadow-work analogy! It can be exhausting, in a good way. Utilizing this portal for the intention-setting of the Divine future while healing the past is unique; and most likely: amplified! Great time to block some time out: take care of you. I know it’s what I will be doing.

Happy healing! Happy portal! Happy…YOU!

Love and Blessings ❤

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Looks Like We Made it!

Now the REAL work begins!

How’s everybody feeling? Did you come out the other side of the big Cosmic energetic weekend okay?
Recalibration is on-deck right now. As we (and Gaia) are in-process of recalibrating – the shifting, transforming, reforming, and alignments will be felt, seen, and heard.

Since we are in a transformational moment, a moment that will last a wee bit longer than just this last weekend, 🙂  it might be a little intense in the days to come. Some will be feeling more intensities than others. The issues, buried traumas, trapped emotions and all that fun stuff that has been covered and kept ‘secure’, locked away, is being forced to the surface.

We are being energetically pushed to release more of the old, what no longer serves, emotional baggage, etc. You can’t take it with you folks! Well, not if you raised your hand to ascend. In the ascension process there is continual clearing, cleaning-up, and healing that must take place. This is individual and as a collective, with Gaia.

The struggles will feel real for a lot of people that are in resistance. Most likely it will be emotional and physical because they kind-of go hand-in-hand. The ‘stories’ of inflammation will run rampant in the upcoming year(s) as old programming (3D matrix dissolving) and emotional/traumatic stuff wants to be healed, released, and purged. How many will tune-in and connect with the Divine to gain clarity about all-this will be unpredictable. Of course it will be… because we all have freedom of choice. We can hope that through the massive awakenings taking place – getting one’s self cleaned-up (on many levels) will continue raising the global consciousness higher; the unity consciousness will continue to rise. Some will be forced to do this, some will continue working/processing through this with a little more ease and grace. Everyone is walking their own path, at their own speed. Hopefully everyone’s journey on their healing path will be met with successful moments. These can and will build into even bigger and better moments. It’s all-encompassing too. The healing of one’s health can lead to healing in other areas of your life.

It is also true that there are many that will no longer want to ride this ride. Many will choose to leave. Ascension isn’t for everybody. It’s available to all but not all will choose it. This could cause a level of confusion, sadness and grief for those that don’t understand. We all have choices, conscious and unconscious, at a soul level, at a multidimensional level. Transformation, shifting and transitioning comes in many forms.

I am seeing quite a bit of ‘sickness’ happening right now and even in my own home. Cold and flu season used to be during the winter, now it seems to be all year ’round. It’s always a great idea to keep the immune system strong with vitamin C, vitamin D, and of course the B’s. Those are just some of the core essentials we should all be making sure we get in our daily life. Most of the basic nutrients, we need to live absolutely healthy lives, have been stripped from us and can be hard to come-by. You would think you are getting what you need from the food you eat. Sorry, that source has been so manipulated, even sterilized, over the years – they hardly have any value at all. From our soils to the seeds, the plants and the fruits they bare… not as nutritionally-dense as you might think. Supplementation is probably needed by most everyone these days. Supplements of good quality.

Along with the core vitamins, I’m a huge fan of Irish Sea Moss, turmeric, selenium, vitamin E, magnesium (just to name a few) as well as the many herbs/herbals/medicinal plants to aid my immune system and my over-all wellness and health. I am also a meditator, positive body-talker, chakra healer, exerciser, fresh air breather and pay attention to what I eat… eater (intuitive eating). These things add-up and have been keeping me healthy for years. Generally, I don’t get sick. When I do – I know there’s something more going on than what would be obvious at the ‘surface’. Energetically, emotionally, frequencies, a possible resistance, an integration that needs to happen; rest and self-care are most likely what needs to take place for me. It might be what a lot of people need, in general, too; that self-care stuff can be just a burden for some. I find that odd but it’s so true.

As we really get going into this year, and as the decade unfolds, the healing is going to be… so good! It will most likely be an interesting adventure to say the least. As this monumental decade – of building the foundation for new earth – begins to anchor and take hold, some things will have to be cleared. The negativity, dark dense matter, corrupt systems, ‘slavery’ type systems (money/finance, health/big pharma, corporations/government) will be at the fore front of shake-ups, purging, exposure, turmoil and rough waters ahead. These things cannot exist on new earth, if it’s a 3D matrix program, it’s just not going to survive the way it has been. The transformations that will occur aren’t just for us humans individually, it’s also globally, as a planet and a consciousness; it’s for Gaia too. She’s purging as well.

So…

Caution! Good Times Ahead! 🙂

Seriously, there will be – if you open up and allow the integration, assimilation, recalibration, and the adjustments that are happening energetically. I like to say this a lot – take care of yourself. Really… take good care! The shifting and new energies coming in (for us) aren’t going to slow down. If you feel like things are speeding up in your life – it’s because they are. Don’t stress over what time it is and you didn’t get what-ever done. Does it really, truly matter?

You matter. Your health matters. Your connection to the Divine matters. The love in your heart matters. The light that you are matters. The true authentic relationships matter. There just seems to be some more important things to focus on than… whatever that lower vibrational stress-thing is. I’m just sayin’…

🙂

Balance and harmony.

Also: Happy New Year! 2020! Yay!
Love and Blessings

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The 11th

Since the big 11-11 of 2011 we have been blessed with this yearly portal for our continued awakening and ascension. This one is no exception. This one will be more amazing than the last. They keep building!

I know that around that 2011 portal of 11-11 I sensed a noticeable shift within myself. It may have even been before that. Maybe I was becoming more aware. Looking back, at that time, I couldn’t put my finger on what exactly it was. But the following year of 2012, leading up to my actual life-shifting awakening, I feel that my consciousness was most likely preparing. Or maybe my sub-conscious preparing me…

What ever was going on I found myself looking for things to read that I normally wouldn’t choose first. Esoteric, metaphysical, vibrational and frequencies, quantum stuff, Universal laws (like law of attraction for example). Finding this all interesting for sure. What I did with it… not much. Just finding it – interesting. It was… prep work and educational.

Here it is, now, eight linear 11-11’s later and I feel this portal getting stronger with each passing year. I certainly do more than just reading these days. I am looking forward to the one that finally beams-me-up! Hahahaha! 🙂 Seriously though…

This year’s portal – I am giving it the reverence it deserves by doing meditation and some deep inner-work (always with the inner-work). I know that I have already stepped onto a higher-vibrational Divine 5D timeline for myself. I will most definitely be hanging out with my future self and collaborating for the here and now. If this is sounding multi-dimensional it’s because it is! As you open to higher consciousness, come from a loving heart-space, and connect with your higher-self; your ‘team’ of love and light, and with the Divine, Source, God… you are working towards your multidimensional self, your true authentic soul-self. The one-ness.

The fun is just getting started. I still have a LOT of work to do… a LOT! But as I learn, grow and evolve into my next step, my higher-vibration, my higher-consciousness – things have begun to lighten for me in some places and spaces within this 3D world. Yes, there is validation in that. There’s nothing wrong with observing validation. Our human mind loves marking things ‘done’ (witnessed) on its mental check-list. Right?

Happy portal day! This one is going to be super-cool in the fact that we have the Mercury transit/eclipse happening. What a fun layer added to all the energies happening! Take some time for yourself. Enjoy these frequencies, the energies, the Divine love! If you can spend even a couple of minutes outside and/or gazing out at our beautiful Solar-sunshine I would recommend it! The Gaia/Sun connection is powerful and so good for you! The All-of-YOU! 🙂 ❤

Love, Light and Blessings

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Healing

There’s no doubt that as we work on ourselves we can have physical issues arise. Some new ones, some chronic and older ones. Maybe they aren’t really a-rising; they have always been there, nagging at us in the back ground.

Like me, there are many of us that have/had serious injuries. Recent or maybe one we have acquired in our youth. Regardless of when we got them… the lingering pain can be real-feeling. The energy work being done (if you are utilizing that modality) might take a while. There might be blocks that are blocking a block! Things can sometimes be super-deep, layered and covered with emotions, other people’s energies, programming, etc. Moving the energy and healing physical pain doesn’t always happen over-night.

My back injury (acquired from my NDE) has been coming to me, a lot, lately. I want to heal it and it wants to be healed.
This particular injury has many layers involved. It is: super-deep!

Becoming spiritually stronger within myself, building trust, and know that looking at this (injury) from all angles; to really see what is there for me to learn, acknowledge, forgive, love then release… is many processes. As I work on my layers I am also working on the layers within this one ‘story’.

It is – a story. I know I can change it and I am working on it. I also know that because of the complexity it will take some time (linear time). 🙂 I am prepared for that. I mean, I have been walking around with back pain most of my adult life… so, what’s a little longer (as I clear/release it), right?

In the meantime, while the (deeper) work is taking place, the assistance in curbing that physical pain/reminder is necessary, needed, appreciated, helpful, required… etc.

I have turned to CBD (cannabidiol). It works.

As a ‘healer’ – I am living that cliché saying: healer, heal thyself!
Very familiar with this one. We all need to be healing ourselves… healer or not.

There are times in-between the energy moving, releasing; and then the integration and assimilation of all the work done, where (physical) pain-relief helps. It helps lighten the physical reminder it’s there; it’s moving, it’s transforming and/or releasing.

Within my lifestyle there are seasons with more aggressive physical-labor moments. We really are ‘working the land’ at our little piece of heaven. The spring through fall time can have some brutal moments of really calling on my back and spine to be there for me! Yup, I thank it every day! I thank my spine and back for being strong, supportive, having endurance and stamina. I appreciate it. I also love it, send it love.

That is also part of the work, deeper work. Sending it a constant reminder that I love, appreciate and am grateful for it. For all-my-body really.

So, back to this CBD stuff.

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I researched the-heck-outta-this new, but not new, healing-helper.
What a beautiful, amazing plant put on this earth for us to utilize when needed. For many of us, it was taken away, banned, deemed evil, and not legal in any way shape or form! Geesh! So harsh!

The history of the cannabis and hemp is actually quite interesting. I won’t get into all of that here, that is not what this post is about. But if you really want to discover its purpose, doing some internet searching will take you… probably all over the place, so be selective! 🙂

Ancient plants are here for a reason. They are here to assist, help, nurture, feed, and heal us.

CBD is one of the various forms of the healing nature of the hemp/cannabis plant. Some believe that hemp was one of the first crops ever cultivated. Recorded throughout history – a vital plant for us humans, no doubt. It’s been vilified (for Americans at least) and the long-running smear-campaign against this Divine plant had tarnished it… until now!

As the world wakes up, we are waking up to all the ‘truths’ that have been hidden from us. As a group consciousness we are connecting the dots and putting our puzzle back together.

I love plants! I always have. Even as a kid begrudgingly working the garden plots with my dad. I hated the prep work and wanted to get right into the watering seeds to watch them grow! I appreciate the prep-work now, I just didn’t understand that as a kid. I also appreciate the time and persistence my dad had with me when it came to garden-time. Were we ‘holistic’? Back in the day, it’s just how we lived. Natural, growing our own, making our own, etc. Super-centers just didn’t exist.

I am mentioning this because even though I fell away from the ‘natural’ world throughout my 20’s (ahhh, the 20’s! We do a lot of things we probably shouldn’t) I started to circle back in my 30’s. Here, finishing out my 40’s, I wouldn’t have it any other way. Plant power is a beautiful thing and I am glad to see it begin to shine again.

Where I was wanting to go with all of this is that:

I love plants! Healing and medicinal plants will and are making a come-back.

CBD and the myriad of healing properties contained in the hemp/cannabis plant will really start to come to the fore-front as we learn more. As we become more educated ourselves (about medicinal plants in general), we also become more accepting, understanding, and ready to heal the past. Even though there have always been studies going on regarding this plant, we are at a new threshold of studying this plant! If this makes sense. If 1988 was the discovery of the cannabinoid receptors and early to mid-90’s was the endocannabinoid system, then we really are… just getting started here! For such an ancient plant, we don’t know very much about, the potentials for discovering more hidden secrets of this amazing plant and what it can do for us – is exciting.

As we return to our roots and desire the natural way of living (on many levels/in many areas) being ‘holistic’ will return to being the way it was… just living, being, doing, growing, making, eating, healing and so on. It will be – how we live, in general. Naturally, organically – repairing the land, rebuilding the land while we are working it, utilizing it.

Working with Gaia; no longer will we abuse her and not take care of her. It’s team work and community, unity, and connection(s) – with Gaia and with ourselves. The new earth is of love. ❤

As my fall-time, here, is about getting things buttoned-up for winter I am thankful for the garden I was able to have this year. We prep it for its winter slumber and will see it again in the spring. When we do, it will be all about natural prep, organic prep… this includes putting my back-into-it.

And I, for one, will be ready for heavy days with my CBD topical and balms. 🙂

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That was quick!

September… is over already?!
What? Didn’t it just start last week?

I know that by January I will be saying things of: man, could this month drag-on any slower? It is speedy the last half of the year; at least for me, it seems. Everything is cumulating from August ‘til Christmas! Keeping things in a busy state.

It’s all good though and I have nothing but gratitude and love for all the blessings – all the time!

It also seems that September was full of energy shifts. Shifts that are helping those that are in the awakened state propel a little bit more forward. That lovely nudge to help further you up your timeline. Depending on where each individual is at, the energy (received) was just-right in helping do what needed to be done. Since no two people are at any identical level – the energies, frequencies, and all the Divine goodness that we are receiving is received appropriately (individually/for what you can handle). If this makes sense.

What I have been noticing, personally, is that I need to get back into being in my body. To be here, on Gaia. I’ve been floaty and flighty this summer. I will admit – there have been many times where I am completely checked-out and probably looked glazed-over (to others). I giggled about this … because you would think for someone who is out on Gaia every day (garden and farmin’) that I would be… really grounded.

Yup, you can be out workin’ the land physically but not being mentally there. I suppose this is true for many things one could be doing physically while their mind is out gallivanting the Universe and wanting to be somewhere else. More often than not, I do catch myself in the ungrounded states. There is probably various differences of being floaty. I know that mine can be way more than just a mind-wander or day-dream… I know I can be totally checked-out and off Gaia!

Oh the fun! So… this month, September, I was bringing back more grounding meditations for myself. Spending some time tuning in, being with my core, my vessel, my ‘reality’. I’m only guessing here – but I think that as we evolve and some of us are stepping onto our higher-self timelines and learning how to navigate beyond the 3D – there is a lot of us floaty-peeps out there! We are in a different kind of ‘dazed and confused’ state; not a ‘70s kind but a new earth kind! 🙂

So, to take note on myself and get back into my practice of being here and there at the appropriate times… I have set my intentions for October. To keep being here (at least during the day! hahaha) 🙂 and continue allowing integrations of love and light, new energies and frequencies. Once you agree and allow to start doing this (integrating energies) – there really is no stopping! It becomes – you! I will also be doing more grounding on the new earth grid (Gaia) while BEing in joy and happiness – working towards manifesting my higher-self timeline.

It sounds like a good time! 🙂 We are here to have fun after all! Stay in the joy, love, and beauty!

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