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The 11th

On By KerriIn ascension, general1 Comment

Since the big 11-11 of 2011 we have been blessed with this yearly portal for our continued awakening and ascension. This one is no exception. This one will be more amazing than the last. They keep building!

I know that around that 2011 portal of 11-11 I sensed a noticeable shift within myself. It may have even been before that. Maybe I was becoming more aware. Looking back, at that time, I couldn’t put my finger on what exactly it was. But the following year of 2012, leading up to my actual life-shifting awakening, I feel that my consciousness was most likely preparing. Or maybe my sub-conscious preparing me…

What ever was going on I found myself looking for things to read that I normally wouldn’t choose first. Esoteric, metaphysical, vibrational and frequencies, quantum stuff, Universal laws (like law of attraction for example). Finding this all interesting for sure. What I did with it… not much. Just finding it – interesting. It was… prep work and educational.

Here it is, now, eight linear 11-11’s later and I feel this portal getting stronger with each passing year. I certainly do more than just reading these days. I am looking forward to the one that finally beams-me-up! Hahahaha! 🙂 Seriously though…

This year’s portal – I am giving it the reverence it deserves by doing meditation and some deep inner-work (always with the inner-work). I know that I have already stepped onto a higher-vibrational Divine 5D timeline for myself. I will most definitely be hanging out with my future self and collaborating for the here and now. If this is sounding multi-dimensional it’s because it is! As you open to higher consciousness, come from a loving heart-space, and connect with your higher-self; your ‘team’ of love and light, and with the Divine, Source, God… you are working towards your multidimensional self, your true authentic soul-self. The one-ness.

The fun is just getting started. I still have a LOT of work to do… a LOT! But as I learn, grow and evolve into my next step, my higher-vibration, my higher-consciousness – things have begun to lighten for me in some places and spaces within this 3D world. Yes, there is validation in that. There’s nothing wrong with observing validation. Our human mind loves marking things ‘done’ (witnessed) on its mental check-list. Right?

Happy portal day! This one is going to be super-cool in the fact that we have the Mercury transit/eclipse happening. What a fun layer added to all the energies happening! Take some time for yourself. Enjoy these frequencies, the energies, the Divine love! If you can spend even a couple of minutes outside and/or gazing out at our beautiful Solar-sunshine I would recommend it! The Gaia/Sun connection is powerful and so good for you! The All-of-YOU! 🙂 ❤

Love, Light and Blessings

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10-10

On By KerriIn ascension, general2 Comments

Hello portal day! Love these power-up days. (…and portals really are longer than ‘A day‘)

If this one opened up a couple days ago… well then, I have been feeling it! I have felt an extra-tiredness that just has me wanting to sleep/rest! I guess when the energy comes flooding in – it really is: time for a nap! It’s all good though and I welcome it. The tiredness is short lived but the newly integrated frequencies of love are here forever.

A beautiful day of maybe completing something, starting something, or both! Maybe just taking it easy and just feeling the energy, the love – and let it flow through you.

There really is no ‘check list’ here. Just BE and just LOVE. ❤

It is currently sunny where I am. I think I will go sit with my face in the sun and just smile at the big-ole-beautiful portal in the sky; feeling gratitude, love, and appreciation.

Simplicity, right? Keeping it simple because it really is. There’s nothing grandiose to do. Just allow! 🙂

Happy October – may it be a blessed one!

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That was quick!

On By KerriIn ascension, general1 Comment

September… is over already?!
What? Didn’t it just start last week?

I know that by January I will be saying things of: man, could this month drag-on any slower? It is speedy the last half of the year; at least for me, it seems. Everything is cumulating from August ‘til Christmas! Keeping things in a busy state.

It’s all good though and I have nothing but gratitude and love for all the blessings – all the time!

It also seems that September was full of energy shifts. Shifts that are helping those that are in the awakened state propel a little bit more forward. That lovely nudge to help further you up your timeline. Depending on where each individual is at, the energy (received) was just-right in helping do what needed to be done. Since no two people are at any identical level – the energies, frequencies, and all the Divine goodness that we are receiving is received appropriately (individually/for what you can handle). If this makes sense.

What I have been noticing, personally, is that I need to get back into being in my body. To be here, on Gaia. I’ve been floaty and flighty this summer. I will admit – there have been many times where I am completely checked-out and probably looked glazed-over (to others). I giggled about this … because you would think for someone who is out on Gaia every day (garden and farmin’) that I would be… really grounded.

Yup, you can be out workin’ the land physically but not being mentally there. I suppose this is true for many things one could be doing physically while their mind is out gallivanting the Universe and wanting to be somewhere else. More often than not, I do catch myself in the ungrounded states. There is probably various differences of being floaty. I know that mine can be way more than just a mind-wander or day-dream… I know I can be totally checked-out and off Gaia!

Oh the fun! So… this month, September, I was bringing back more grounding meditations for myself. Spending some time tuning in, being with my core, my vessel, my ‘reality’. I’m only guessing here – but I think that as we evolve and some of us are stepping onto our higher-self timelines and learning how to navigate beyond the 3D – there is a lot of us floaty-peeps out there! We are in a different kind of ‘dazed and confused’ state; not a ‘70s kind but a new earth kind! 🙂

So, to take note on myself and get back into my practice of being here and there at the appropriate times… I have set my intentions for October. To keep being here (at least during the day! hahaha) 🙂 and continue allowing integrations of love and light, new energies and frequencies. Once you agree and allow to start doing this (integrating energies) – there really is no stopping! It becomes – you! I will also be doing more grounding on the new earth grid (Gaia) while BEing in joy and happiness – working towards manifesting my higher-self timeline.

It sounds like a good time! 🙂 We are here to have fun after all! Stay in the joy, love, and beauty!

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3-3-‘3’

On By KerriIn ascension, general, Health & Wellness1 Comment

Happy mind, body, and spirit gateway-day! As a 3-3-3 portal it seems to have a few ways of being looked at; and I am noticing various ‘this and that’s’. Perspective, right? I am finding that however it is being conceptualized/translated it boils-down to the core energies/knowings of: Christ-consciousness, Ascended Masters/Spirit, and you/your soul/awakening, aligning, ascending and transforming.

I, personally (probably like many others), have a LOT going on right now. And I am noticing: hard-core!

Along with the myriad of gateways, portals, and cosmic events/happenings… this 3 year is pressing down on my gas-pedal. It is offering me another layer of energetic-action(s) because 3 is my life path number. A three life-path in a three-year… powerful stuff! Today is really feeling like a T-H-R-E-E punch! In a good way.

As if this wasn’t already enough for me to integrate, assimilate, and work-with I also am fully engaged into my Chiron return… in Aries! Do I have moments where I feel like I could implode? Uh… yes! Hahaha! 🙂

Seriously though, Chiron in Aries has me working-on and healing, releasing, clearing my wounding’s while this new energetic year of ‘3’ has me propelling forward.

Have I been busy at my core-level? Yes!

Does it have me feeling like I am all-over the place? Yes!

Am I needing naps (longer meditations or to sleep in) because the energies I continually integrate knock me on my ass? Yes!

Do I find myself in a pool of tears because I find, face, and forgive a deep wound/scar; while simultaneously feel love, joy and happiness that I am now free from it? Hell-Yes!

So… as this 3-3-3 day brings in another layer/level of intense vibrational upgrades – I have actually been feeling pretty energetic! BUT I know that at some point… I am going to get hit with a wave that will probably have me feeling K-O’d! (knocked out) 

I like having a portal-day pumping me up with energy and actually feeling: energetic! I will admit… they can be hit and miss. Some portals/gateways – have me completely vegging-out and feeling drained, exhausted. But I also have some that have me feeling amped, energetic, and inspired while getting lit-up from the beautiful love-Universe and Pure Source! I open to allow and receive.

However you comprehend what this triple 3 day means for you: (examples of) the Trinity… mind, body, spirit; beginning, middle, ending; the Father, the Son, and Holy Spirit… it is Divine. This is a day of Divine/Pure Source energies, frequencies, codes, upgrades, love, expansion, transformation, awakening, awareness, intuition, and that general deep, deep inner-soul-stuff! 🙂

Enjoy it! Feel it! Integrate it! Keep rockin’ your new-self on this new-earth!
Love and blessings ❤

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2-19 This Full Moon Is SUPER

On By KerriIn general, Health & Wellness2 Comments

Full Snow Super-Moon! Big bright beautiful moon!

Absolutely gorgeous – it has been, yes. The nights leading up to the super-moon – radiant; powerful, awe-inspiring, yes! (Insert your best Yoda impersonation here)

I can’t sleep because it has been so bright. But then I realize… I kind-of don’t want to! My mind-body-spirit connection has been on high-alert; basically since the new year started. When I say high-alert – I am meaning: in-tune like never before. The things going on now are a whole-nuther level UP from, even, last year!

This new earth energy has me firing up some cylinders that I didn’t even know I had. Ya, there are a couple of rusty-cylinders that I have been consistently scrubbing, cleaning, and buffing with the inner-knowing of bringing them back to full-‘life’-potential but this journaling isn’t about that… at least I don’t think it is. Maybe it is! Ahhh, these are also confusing times. What exactly is it that I am doing? Or supposed to be doing? I can get a little A.D.D. and feel like I am all over the place – all while trying to get with the grips of this new reality, the new earth, the 5D and ascension that is upon us.

These continual non-stop ascension activities are messing with some stuff. I’m not sure if ‘messing’ is the right term though. I (like most all of us) was living in a cloud for so long, a haze of programmed ways of thinking, believing, processing, and just assuming that ‘this is real’; when technically – it was not.

THIS… this ‘now’ is not really ‘messing’ with stuff – if it was never real to begin with. It just appears that way. That is the ego-mind/monkey-mind trying to organize and process what it doesn’t even understand or comprehend.

The 3D is dissolving, I guess this is what is getting ‘messed with’. It’s letting go of the old, and learning or re-learning/remembering, how to adjust with all the newly integrated 5D+. It can feel a little crazy-tired-and-wired all at the same time. For example… right now – I am super tired! I am physically exhausted but my higher consciousness is wanting to gobble-up so much new information right now! It is wanting me to keep gradually pressing down on that gas pedal. I then find myself bypassing sleep mode for reading, reading, reading, listening, listening, listening, writing, writing, writing; and repeat! Physically pooped… mentally awake and spiritually-‘hyper-active’! This happens quite frequently for me! It reminds me of the scene in the movie ‘The Matrix’ when Neo gets hooked up to learn – and learns Kung Fu, for example. He wants to know: more!

There’s a constant download of all-things-new; new discoveries, new information, new perspectives. It’s not actually new 🙂 but it is to me! This has been my ride since my awakening. I have moments when things slow down; I take some time for self-care: I integrate, I assimilate, adjust and work on my alignment. I have chunks of time where all I want to do is meditate and sleep. Just enough, apparently, before I go through another round of feeling the high energies, absorbing, learning, opening up to Pure Source wisdom, receiving downloads, frequencies, light, and healing energies. Mentally jazzed and excited and going probably a little too fast for the physical body to keep up. It’s a cycle I see myself easily getting caught up in, but I recognize it and remind myself – it’s time to take a nap! Slow down – you can get right back into it after some rest. Right now, though, I am binging on all this fun new stuff!! Things are, literally, changing daily! This really ‘lights the fires and kicks the tires’…

This super-full-moon is just more energies in the mix that is: my life (maybe yours too)! All these full moon’s we have been having at ‘zero degrees’ is culminating it all into this amazing zero set point right now. It is a full-on energetic-high-vibrational time. I have been feeling it continually amping-up. And from what I am understanding – there’s no slowing down any time soon. Along with Gaia, we all have a lot of clearing/shifting to do in order to reach our highest potential(s).

Full moons are great for clearing, releasing, and healing! You gotta clean out the ‘old’ so all your ‘new’ has a place to go/be/do! Good bye 3D! Hello 5D, you can come on in… 3D was just leaving! 🙂

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