That was quick!

September… is over already?!
What? Didn’t it just start last week?

I know that by January I will be saying things of: man, could this month drag-on any slower? It is speedy the last half of the year; at least for me, it seems. Everything is cumulating from August ‘til Christmas! Keeping things in a busy state.

It’s all good though and I have nothing but gratitude and love for all the blessings – all the time!

It also seems that September was full of energy shifts. Shifts that are helping those that are in the awakened state propel a little bit more forward. That lovely nudge to help further you up your timeline. Depending on where each individual is at, the energy (received) was just-right in helping do what needed to be done. Since no two people are at any identical level – the energies, frequencies, and all the Divine goodness that we are receiving is received appropriately (individually/for what you can handle). If this makes sense.

What I have been noticing, personally, is that I need to get back into being in my body. To be here, on Gaia. I’ve been floaty and flighty this summer. I will admit – there have been many times where I am completely checked-out and probably looked glazed-over (to others). I giggled about this … because you would think for someone who is out on Gaia every day (garden and farmin’) that I would be… really grounded.

Yup, you can be out workin’ the land physically but not being mentally there. I suppose this is true for many things one could be doing physically while their mind is out gallivanting the Universe and wanting to be somewhere else. More often than not, I do catch myself in the ungrounded states. There is probably various differences of being floaty. I know that mine can be way more than just a mind-wander or day-dream… I know I can be totally checked-out and off Gaia!

Oh the fun! So… this month, September, I was bringing back more grounding meditations for myself. Spending some time tuning in, being with my core, my vessel, my ‘reality’. I’m only guessing here – but I think that as we evolve and some of us are stepping onto our higher-self timelines and learning how to navigate beyond the 3D – there is a lot of us floaty-peeps out there! We are in a different kind of ‘dazed and confused’ state; not a ‘70s kind but a new earth kind! 🙂

So, to take note on myself and get back into my practice of being here and there at the appropriate times… I have set my intentions for October. To keep being here (at least during the day! hahaha) 🙂 and continue allowing integrations of love and light, new energies and frequencies. Once you agree and allow to start doing this (integrating energies) – there really is no stopping! It becomes – you! I will also be doing more grounding on the new earth grid (Gaia) while BEing in joy and happiness – working towards manifesting my higher-self timeline.

It sounds like a good time! 🙂 We are here to have fun after all! Stay in the joy, love, and beauty!

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The 8-8 of 2019

I will be spending the wonderful Lions Gate portal day, and the weekend that follows – out camping and truly being in nature. Super-excited to be playing, enjoying, un-plugging, grounding-in, sleeping on… Gaia for this particular weekend. Icing on the cake: I’m with my hubby and our amazing kiddos! ❤

I’ll be staring up at the night skies and enjoying all the beautiful stars/starlight! I will be allowing and directing-in all them energies, frequencies, codes and activations for the next level fun!

I hope everyone has the opportunity to spend their gate-way time out in nature too; in some form or another. Happy Sirian/Sirius day, happy Lions Gateway.

Love and blessings!

*Update*

Not much star gazing while camping – we had a rainy weekend. BUT the thunder and lightening storm (that came through Friday night) was really cool (even though it soaked us!). Sleeping/laying on the ground while lightening struck near by was… actually kind-of cool. I could feel these (shock) waves run through my body. The energy was, what I can only describe as, cleansing. I felt like I was having ‘stuff’ zapped right out and off of me. That – hard to describe – crack and snap that you can feel in your body when the ground is vibrating… I was feeling that.

I don’t recommend being out in any lightening storm. But we were there, camping in it. If it got too close for comfort – we were heading for our truck. But we stayed safe. I doubled-up ‘security’ by asking AA Michael to watch over us.

I felt and utilized this shock-therapy 🙂 to remove anything that no longer serves, anything that isn’t mine, what’s not for my greatest and highest good… I worked with it. The next morning – I felt lighter! I felt pretty good. That’s saying a lot when the sleeping wasn’t very good to begin with!

Yup, I went into this camp trip with some ideas of what I thought I wanted to do (or what was going to happen)! The Universe had a different plan… I went with it and had an adaptation of intention(s). Unique, and will probably never be duplicated again! It was rare, it was interesting, it was cleansing, and it was an experience! ❤ 🙂

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7-2 New Moon Solar Eclipse

Happy New Moon Solar Eclipse!

For me (where I live) – it’s at 12:22. Pretty cool that it’s on the ‘2’ day. I, personally, have been seeing a lot of 12:22 on the good ole clock this past month or so. Actually – I have been noticing a combo of 1’s and 2’s. I always find it fun, interesting, and know the guidance from the Universe is with me. ❤

I won’t be able to view this one (not for America). But I will be taking ‘pause’ during its peaking-moments to feel its vibes! This should be a pretty intense portal but in a positive way. Like them eclipses always do… they help us bring stuff to the surface so we can take a look at it – then clean it up and purge (if need-be). This one will probably feel deeply emotional (it is a Cancer/water one).

I believe that this one will have us working on our fears. What keeps us and holds us back, the things we tend to do/think that keeps us in a limited way-of-being. These little buggars will most likely be bubbling up this month. They probably have been showing up already. This is the perfect month to clear and transform this stuff! Reset! Rebirth! Renew! All those ‘re’-sons we tell ourselves (stop ourselves/block ourselves) need to go bye-bye. The day(s) of self-sabotage and self-doubt (fears/limits) need to be dissolving. Don’t you think? I do!

I have been working on this area within myself for a while. I gotta say – it doesn’t happen overnight. But it DOES start to get weaker within your thought patterns; transforms as you build your strength. As you become stronger within your heart-space and open up to more love, light and trusting yourself/inner-knowing… the fear(s) dissolve; especially as you work on the resolve. Some fears/doubts do take longer than others… they have been deeply programmed after all. It’s okay. Cut yourself some slack as you clean yourself up. At least you are working on it. And any time you work on improvement it advances (sometimes propels) you forward. Let the power(s) of any and all eclipses help assist you. 🙂

Love and blessings,
Enjoy the magnificent energies of today (and this month)!

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3-3-‘3’

Happy mind, body, and spirit gateway-day! As a 3-3-3 portal it seems to have a few ways of being looked at; and I am noticing various ‘this and that’s’. Perspective, right? I am finding that however it is being conceptualized/translated it boils-down to the core energies/knowings of: Christ-consciousness, Ascended Masters/Spirit, and you/your soul/awakening, aligning, ascending and transforming.

I, personally (probably like many others), have a LOT going on right now. And I am noticing: hard-core!

Along with the myriad of gateways, portals, and cosmic events/happenings… this 3 year is pressing down on my gas-pedal. It is offering me another layer of energetic-action(s) because 3 is my life path number. A three life-path in a three-year… powerful stuff! Today is really feeling like a T-H-R-E-E punch! In a good way.

As if this wasn’t already enough for me to integrate, assimilate, and work-with I also am fully engaged into my Chiron return… in Aries! Do I have moments where I feel like I could implode? Uh… yes! Hahaha! 🙂

Seriously though, Chiron in Aries has me working-on and healing, releasing, clearing my wounding’s while this new energetic year of ‘3’ has me propelling forward.

Have I been busy at my core-level? Yes!

Does it have me feeling like I am all-over the place? Yes!

Am I needing naps (longer meditations or to sleep in) because the energies I continually integrate knock me on my ass? Yes!

Do I find myself in a pool of tears because I find, face, and forgive a deep wound/scar; while simultaneously feel love, joy and happiness that I am now free from it? Hell-Yes!

So… as this 3-3-3 day brings in another layer/level of intense vibrational upgrades – I have actually been feeling pretty energetic! BUT I know that at some point… I am going to get hit with a wave that will probably have me feeling K-O’d! (knocked out) 

I like having a portal-day pumping me up with energy and actually feeling: energetic! I will admit… they can be hit and miss. Some portals/gateways – have me completely vegging-out and feeling drained, exhausted. But I also have some that have me feeling amped, energetic, and inspired while getting lit-up from the beautiful love-Universe and Pure Source! I open to allow and receive.

However you comprehend what this triple 3 day means for you: (examples of) the Trinity… mind, body, spirit; beginning, middle, ending; the Father, the Son, and Holy Spirit… it is Divine. This is a day of Divine/Pure Source energies, frequencies, codes, upgrades, love, expansion, transformation, awakening, awareness, intuition, and that general deep, deep inner-soul-stuff! 🙂

Enjoy it! Feel it! Integrate it! Keep rockin’ your new-self on this new-earth!
Love and blessings ❤

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Grounding!

I had a moment of not being in my body today and I noticed how weird it was. I noticed how weird it was that I also noticed (how weird it was)!

I thought I was doing my normal grocery shopping task… and being: normal (or 3D, if you will). 🙂

To begin with, I will mention that doing the actual shopping – it seemed like I was kind-of mentally there but not really. All well and good, I guess. But when it came time to check out and pay for all my groceries… I suddenly felt really weird, I felt floaty, I felt wavy… I felt like I was observing myself stumbling along with trying to pay. I even recognized that ‘I feel like I am watching myself starring at this wallet’. Hmmm… weird. I feel a little… weird.

I watched myself look through a wallet that seemed suddenly foreign to me. What am I paying with? What are all these cards? Is this even my wallet? Yes… yes it is.

I found my card. I then had a brief moment with the terminal… WTF? What is with all the brain farts? After paying I head out to the car. I had another floaty-moment and stared at my car while I was trying to comprehend the unlocking of it. I suddenly found myself mentally walking through the steps, visualizing in my mind, of getting into my car! I then realized… shit… I am so-not-grounded! I need to ground, and do it now!

I might have even blurted this out loud in the parking lot… I can’t remember. I just knew I was going to ground into Gaia right then and there! I gave myself a brief moment of standing between my open car door and the cart… feeling Gaia under my feet and sending my grounding cord down. Seconds later I was telling myself to grab each bag, one at a time. Feel the weight, notice them, and arrange them in the car… I was focusing-in on the moment… the ‘now’.

This was good. I was feeling ‘better’ by the time I was all done and back in the driver seat! By ‘better’ I am meaning – like I was ‘all there’ again and felt like I was back on earth! The drive home even felt different. Which tells me I left the house totally floaty and ungrounded. Accidents happen when you aren’t grounded.

This was definitely a reminder that I need to ground more frequently than I used to; and probably should be making it a daily conscious effort! The Gaia energies and 5D transformation(s) have had me all over the place lately. Things are speeding up and if my 5D DNA is taking me there/with her… I need to make it a point to practice grounding-in way more than I did… even just a few months ago!

I know I am living in a duality-space right now. This place and space between worlds is becoming something I can sense (and pick up on) a little faster with each time I find myself in the ‘between’. I am just guessing that those of us in ascension-mode probably have some of the same things happening but also very different!

I might even be in that bubble where it used to be: ground so you can meditate and ‘take yourself there’ while making sure you are connecting to Gaia. But lately I feel there is a flipping going on where it’s: ground because you are already ‘there’, regardless of meditation(s), and you still need to keep your connection to Gaia! I don’t know if that makes sense. It’s probably going to get harder and harder to describe what is going on/happening – as I keep upgrading and going 5D. Stuff can get indescribable.

There is probably no words in our planetary-human-vocabulary that can even come close to the Divine energies one can feel, sense, experience, cognize, integrate and assimilate.

So… on that note… I guess this is a heads up that my future journaling’s will probably consist of made-up words and concepts in order to try to describe the sensations, energies, physical shifting, and awareness-es. 🙂

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