Three Energy

The month of ‘3’, one of my favorites! March has this vibe about it that just… fits me. I don’t know if it’s because it’s my birthday month (that probably has a LOT to do with it!) or because it carries that spring time newness. We just had a 3-3 day and there will be others; this whole month is a triple-vibration! I have always felt a certain awesome energy on days that are 3’s. Maybe because the vibration/frequency surrounding this number is ‘creative’. The energies seem to amp-up with joy, creation, communication (verbal/non-verbal/expressive). I resonate with creativity. I tend to think most people do even though a lot of people don’t think or feel they do. Creativity comes in so many forms – not just arts and crafts.

The concept and how people define create and creativity really got pigeonholed over the decades. As an artist who talks with others that aren’t – they immediately announce they don’t have a creative bone in their body. Sure you do! We all do! Creativity is not just paint on a canvas. It’s everywhere and in everything; but its connotation has been mostly linked directly to the artistic and, ya, the creatives. It’s time to break it free from the chain that it has been predominately attached to! A lot of people don’t think they are creatives because they tend to be: analytical, left-brained, science-y, math-like, and ‘can’t draw’. This is the misconception regarding the creation word. When it’s mentioned that it’s all of that stuff and more they search their brain for a ‘creative’ example; it might be hard to find for most, some – not at all. That’s because it’s been so misunderstood for so long. Logic and analytic things are just not seen as creative. They are finding examples but they don’t believe them to be so. Being programmed to believe you are not a creator runs deep.

I was noticing that this was being ‘taken’ from us back in those elementary days (for me that was the 70’s). I’m sure this was going on long before I joined this incarnate. Slowly and steadily being creative and free-thinking was being traded for: in-the-box and stay in the lines. With each passing decade those that desired to be their free-thinking creative selves were most likely frowned upon. Those that followed this line – or should I say… didn’t follow any lines would be continually told we will struggle, we will be nothing’s, poor, broke, homeless, not amount to much. Ugh! The humans would be groomed to be ‘sheep’. Well, it pretty much happened, for the most part. But… hahaha, they couldn’t get us all! 🙂 For those that don’t recognize that they can be free from their left-brain programming (or… any programming, any block or mind-control) – they will wave their hand in the ‘nah!’ position and don’t accept it.

Creating and co-creating is going to be the new normal. It will be – just how ‘it is’ and what we organically do. The misunderstanding of what creative, creating, co-creating, and being a creator will be no-more. We will naturally reside here. We will all be in constant co-creation mode with our higher-selves, the Divine, along with the benevolent higher-dimensional beings assisting our ascension. Everything from energies, frequencies, vibrations and outward to physical, tangible, manifestation(s).

It’s just a matter of being aware to it or expressing from your heart. Bringing yourself into balance, harmony and knowing that you have freedom. Free to BE! This is a whole-nuther-subject in itself. It takes steps, patience, practice, due diligence, self-love, wanting to heal, acceptance, all while allowing yourself to shift from a 3D mind-set and the imprisonment to Divine love, truth, light, grace, and higher consciousness. It creates 🙂 freedom!

As a life path (numerology) number that is a 3 – it (3 energies) resonates and vibes with me on so many levels. I actually have 3’s and 1’s all over my ‘charts’ (numerology); so being creative, expressive, whimsical, and a goof-ball is kind of what just flows out of me. I wasn’t always in this – more free-flowing state. Nope. Some things that I have been protecting (self-inflicted blocks) – I have unlocked, opened, and healed over the years. Allowing the heart-space to open and heal has started the chain reaction throughout all other areas. Once the acceptance begins, the true-self surfaces, and there’s no going back. And why would you want to? This has been liberating. It’s also an alignment thing. Things I have always openly expressed are now becoming stronger, loved and appreciated. It’s all love and appreciation actually!

With this healing journey – I have been gaining that balance and harmony. I know this will always be a work in progress but with each healing moment and lesson I find that next level of peace. And in return… it’s an automatic turning-in to the heart space first. This has brought me back to joy, happiness, and the desire to want to create… more!

Since I had grown up in… what I call a weirdly polarized family situation (mom was the ‘soul crusher’ and dad was the passive-aggressive who tried to nurture creativity) my self-worth was hammered/beat-down and even manipulated. It was a roller-coaster ride to say the least. Creative expression was encouraged but there were rules of perfection, lots of criticism, adding in the mixed feelings of self-doubt and worthiness. One minute I was up, the next… brought back down. Most of the time it wasn’t even really the words being said, it was the actions – the ‘vibe’, if you will. It’s interesting how I can look back at certain moments throughout my youth and see the actions taken, crystal-clear, but the words spoken can be a haze. As an empath, I felt everything first. It’s most likely why my childhood ‘scenes’ play out with emotion and feeling before any potential hurtful words join the party.

As I grow and evolve with my own healing sessions so does the inner-child moments that I go back and heal. What I mean by that is – when I was in my beginner stages (of healing) I didn’t know what I was doing, what I was even ‘looking’ for. I stumbled around looking for the ‘why’. It took effort on my part to even want to ‘go there’. Meditation was necessary and long sessions of crying had me wondering if I was actually working on something or just reliving moments. This is where developing trust with the Divine, the Universe, your Guidance – becomes key.

The next couple of years not only was I working on my inner-child – I was also working on the trust! I almost don’t know which one was more challenging for me! Yes, trust issues are real. And apparently can run super-deep! Anyway, several years later… the growth of all of this is that – I am now being ‘called’ to come and heal (the inner-child) something(s)! It has evolved. It’s hard to explain, but it’s also… freakin’ awesome! When something pops up (a past trauma, moment, hurt, scary-thing) take care of it RIGHT then and there! Deep meditation is not required when you get to a certain point with your healing. When pieces of you come back, integrate, and feel at home, feel welcomed and loved… your soul will want more. More completion. And the pace will begin to pick up, quicken, as you start putting yourself back together. Ahhh, it is such a cool thing! Soul fragments, soul retrieval, whatever it’s called… it’s where I am these days. Each process brings my soul fragment back to my Now. And with that comes a new level of freedom. Building confidence, motivation, desire, passion, drive, self-love, a deeper compassionate love, unity, learning, observing, growth, evolution, trust, alignment, all bringing flow and creation/co-creation. It becomes one of the main activities on your ascension path. Maybe activities isn’t the best word. How about side-affects? When you heal your Self, your Soul, and keep working on becoming complete, whole, and the beautiful light and love that you are… these might feel like a side-affect, residuals, of being; of BEing!

This circles me back to the power of the 3. As we continue to work on ourselves, seeking that balance, that harmony, that healing… for our spiritual growth – the energies pulsing through this entire year are going to give us a little boost in this department. If we consciously set the intentions to work on our soul-self, inner-child, and the emotional attachments we tend to carry around, the potential for an upgrade is most likely going to be promised, continually. Each time you try, and continue practice making efforts and trying, it will lead to doing, then – more doing. Before you know it… it’s a couple years into your future and you really have come a long way baybee! You have been upgrading at your core-levels.

And guess what? The entire time you have been healing, loving/Self-loving, nurturing, and growing, evolving, and becoming your authentic self… you have been co-creating and in creator-mode every step of the way! 🙂

Keep going! I know I won’t be stopping any time soon!

Love and Blessings ❤

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Amazing energy, wonderful frequencies of high vibrational love and light!
Another great portal to set intentions for your higher-vibrational Divine future self!
It’s fun isn’t it?! 🙂

What’s not to LOVE about all these awesome opportunities to utilize, tune-IN to/with Divine at an amplified moment of our linear time?! Who needs ‘holidays’ when we have the knowing/understanding of portals and gateways? These really are becoming my special holiday calendar dates! Block these out! I AM busy! Busy with the Universe! 🙂

Fun, indeed!

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Speaking of events on a calendar…

It was also a Groundhog Day… where this cute little fur-ball comes out to see if he has a shadow or not. Spring… early or late? Where I live, this little critter’s shadow spotting is irrelevant mostly. It’s almost like we are opposite ends of the globe when it comes to weather and patterns! Oh well, it’s entertainment, right?

What I was finding more relevant was the spirit animal perspective of the groundhog.
When you go take a look at what this (spirit) animal represents, it’s fitting to the ‘shadow work’ concept: The meaning of the groundhog tells you that it’s alright to work tirelessly behind the scenes and work on projects that may take a while to mature. Sometimes the most important tasks are the ones that are not seen, so do your best to achieve amazing results.

The (ascension) time has caught up to this animal and its message! 🙂 Kind of interesting.

We are in a year/decade of balancing, harmonizing – with that there needs to be clearing, purging, and healing. Like shadow-work. We all have this going on and at various levels, layers – across time, space, dimensions. No one is exempt from the deeper/inner works.

Working tirelessly behind the scenes is definitely true for this shadow-work analogy! It can be exhausting, in a good way. Utilizing this portal for the intention-setting of the Divine future while healing the past is unique; and most likely: amplified! Great time to block some time out: take care of you. I know it’s what I will be doing.

Happy healing! Happy portal! Happy…YOU!

Love and Blessings ❤

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Homesteading, Holistic and Heaven

We create our own heaven; it is here… on earth.

With this knowing – I, along with my hubs, have been working towards this ever-so-enchanted dream. It is the desire to build up our little slice of heaven, our homestead, to what we see as sustainable (living) suitable for us. Since this actually varies from person to person (we all have different needs/likes), not all homesteads are going to be the same; however, the core of what they are will most likely be very similar. To be as self-sufficient as possible while working WITH mother earth. There’s various levels of this: from complete off-grid living to making your city-living back yard as farmy as possible! You might be able to have a couple chickens, for example, but NO rooster! 🙂 Hubs and I fall somewhere in-between these two. Mountain living with acreage but currently relying on the power company to provide lights! Maybe one day we’ll be completely solar and wind! I would LOVE that!

We’ve always wanted to have something like this (this workable land) and when it starts to become a reality, it is exciting! We’ve both been country, we’ve both been city. We love where we are NOW and being/living… in the now. I am not going to say that we have ‘settled’ into our surroundings and find ourselves here for the long-haul, because I also know that things change. As I keep walking on the path to my future-self this life here might be… well, something different down the road.

I am okay with that. I know that through the growth and evolution of ones-self – opportunities will arise that have potential to alter your path. Once this is accepted within your heart-space, the possible unknown twists and turns along your life-path are (hopefully) not fought with resistance. It’s why I am fine with the possibility of moving, selling, or being somewhere different. I trust. I also know that my heart will not steer me wrong.

There is a connection that you can continually tap into for your highest Divine guidance. It’s more than just meditation, it also consists of that immediate intuition and that knowing of truth. It can take some practice. Learning your own rhythm and how things feel/come to you is unique, a skill worth developing! From a holistic standpoint – it’s where we are all heading. We as humans (awakening) are going back to our Divine-nature, the core of who we are! We are untethering from the 3D closed-off (and boxed-in) matrix and beginning to learn and understand that we are more than this. Connection, trust, and the innate knowing of our truth and our true soul-path. Not only are we becoming one with ourselves; we are also becoming a higher consciousness collective. It is a holistic-thing because it’s being complete on all levels: individually and globally with Source.

Holistic, by definition is: relating to or concerned with wholes or with complete systems rather than with the analysis of, treatment of, or dissection into parts. Basically, nothing is separate. And when you really begin to tap into the Infinite Intelligence, the Universe, the Divine – one can begin to learn how connected everything really is. Even beyond what our monkey-mind can comprehend! This is when turning inward to your heart-space while be required. For a lot of us – this will take practice as well. We’ve been trained/programmed not to for so long.

I sometimes giggle at the fact that even though I went through some courses to become certified in holistic coaching… no one should have to get certified in this. Maybe the coaching construct, sure… but living holistically? It should be the natural go-to for our overall health, wellness, and life. This is our innate way to BE! Holism should be the consciousness we reside in. Sadly, it is not. It has been chipped-away from us over time, through various ways, with each generation more gets ‘lost’, covered-up, buried, and distracted from, etc. It is nice to see that this is beginning to change and will eventually be coming to an end. We are waking up to: no more and enough all-ready! I guess when things get bleak people really do start seeing the light! 🙂

Getting back to nature on many levels is trending. I don’t know if that’s the right word. Trends fluctuate, come and go; getting back to ‘natural’ is here forever! It’s the new-earth way of living. Living free and wonderfully while teaming up with Gaia – co-creating with her. No more of all this industrial, chemical, toxic, burdened stuff that has been going on (far too long). Sick and tired of being sick and tired? Take a closer look at everything in, on, and around you! Toxic overload is a real thing and it is rampant right now. From electronics and wireless bouncing around and through you all day every day – to your: make-up, shampoo, lotion, dryer sheets, food… and on and on. Geesh, this sounds like ‘hell’!

Making your heaven now is easy. It starts with that one step, that one action. Sounds all cliché and stuff – but it’s true. Starting at the personal level and expanding out to the physicality around you. Easing into a wonderful life is very do-able.

Personally – start with moments-of-silence with yourself. If you have never meditated or done anything like this (for yourself) – start simple. Take a quiet-minute and just ask your higher-self: what do I need to know today for my highest good? And start your practice there. You might not get anything back, it might take a while. Be patient (that right there is a practice for many)! When you continue to practice this every day for even a minute or two. You are developing the practice which will eventually grow. You are developing the connection with higher guidance. Just like any other thing you want to become a part of your life; making the habit and then letting it become part of your lifestyle.

Kind of like working-out/exercise. Building this habit can take some time, a change of mind-set, and consistency – so that it becomes a part of you, a thing you do. And gradually you will want to! You will want to do more, maybe add in some different, even up-level! You will reach that point when you will miss it when you don’t do it. Meditation will become the same level of daily habit (if not more so) than getting your (physical) workout in. You might even find you do them both at the same time! I usually will have epiphanies while in the middle of my work-out! It’s a beautiful thing!

As for an example of your physical-reality and life around you: switch one thing out. Another thing you can do gradually. You don’t have to go hard-core on this. No need to gut your home and bring in all clean, green, sustainable and organic. Unless you want to! This can be eased into. Take one of your soapy-type products and switch it out for something clean n’ earthly-green! Shop local, we hear that one a lot. But there’s shopping local, and then there’s shopping local! Not your local… Wal Mart. Shop your local… farmer’s market. Maybe quit sleeping with your cell phone. Put it to bed too. And in a different room. Do you really need that thing next to your cranium? But it’s my alarm. I never slept with my alarm clock next to my face growing up… it was away from me. And that’s when they were fairly harmless. I find it interesting how people discredit the cell phone as a disrupter-of-health and think they are harmless. Sorry folks, those little-guys are right-up-there grouped with some of the worst. We didn’t have classes about cell phones. They just started barreling into our lives, immediately taking over, consuming us! Eeek! It is the joke about the ‘zombie-apocalypse’ – people constantly on cell phones! Sadly – it’s so true though. Take practice in learning how to be in charge of it – instead of it controlling you. There’s lots of simple clean-ups that really won’t hurt to do. Choose one that is right for you. These little things will begin to add-up and in a good way!

I’ve been in a clean-up mode for a couple of years. Switching things out, learning how-to and making my own (products/foods, etc). I will even start out with that semi-homemade concept. Start the dilution of a ‘normal’ product and mix it up with home-made/organic/pure-clean stuff. Over time the dilution will end up being completely clean n’ green! Give yourself permission to change things out gradually. It’s okay – as long as you are working towards that. Baby steps first, then stick with what you just changed. There is a tendency to revert back. Try not to. I know that stuff-happens, maybe give it another go later. Keep working at it. We really are: breaking an addiction.

My slice of heaven and your slice are two different pieces of pie. I bet they have a lot of things in common though. Maybe free of toxic overload and chemical burden, clean fresh air and water, healthy body, energy, abundance, love, and being at peace with ourselves and peace for Gaia. This sounds good to me. As we work individually it is spreading globally. Keep up the good work everyone… because with practice – living clean will be the lifestyle, being in connection (with our higher-self) will be constant, and Gaia will reward us with Heaven! If ‘Home is where you make it’, so is heaven!

This is an awesome time to start bringing in your new awesome life! We are in the portal of closing up shop in one area (good-bye decade) and opening up to our better-selves (hello 2020). This 12-12-12 (3-3-3) portal will be working with us ‘til the 12-21 timeframe. The energies involved will linger but the intensity of the open portal and gateway will be amplifying all that you are desiring – from your true heart; your heart-space. Set your intentions for your amazing life for the new decade approaching! I’m pretty excited about it! Are you?! I hope so!

BE kind, BE love, BE true! Happy 12-12+ energies! Enjoy! 🙂 ❤

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Hello portal day! Love these power-up days. (…and portals really are longer than ‘A day‘)

If this one opened up a couple days ago… well then, I have been feeling it! I have felt an extra-tiredness that just has me wanting to sleep/rest! I guess when the energy comes flooding in – it really is: time for a nap! It’s all good though and I welcome it. The tiredness is short lived but the newly integrated frequencies of love are here forever.

A beautiful day of maybe completing something, starting something, or both! Maybe just taking it easy and just feeling the energy, the love – and let it flow through you.

There really is no ‘check list’ here. Just BE and just LOVE. ❤

It is currently sunny where I am. I think I will go sit with my face in the sun and just smile at the big-ole-beautiful portal in the sky; feeling gratitude, love, and appreciation.

Simplicity, right? Keeping it simple because it really is. There’s nothing grandiose to do. Just allow! 🙂

Happy October – may it be a blessed one!

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7-2 New Moon Solar Eclipse

Happy New Moon Solar Eclipse!

For me (where I live) – it’s at 12:22. Pretty cool that it’s on the ‘2’ day. I, personally, have been seeing a lot of 12:22 on the good ole clock this past month or so. Actually – I have been noticing a combo of 1’s and 2’s. I always find it fun, interesting, and know the guidance from the Universe is with me. ❤

I won’t be able to view this one (not for America). But I will be taking ‘pause’ during its peaking-moments to feel its vibes! This should be a pretty intense portal but in a positive way. Like them eclipses always do… they help us bring stuff to the surface so we can take a look at it – then clean it up and purge (if need-be). This one will probably feel deeply emotional (it is a Cancer/water one).

I believe that this one will have us working on our fears. What keeps us and holds us back, the things we tend to do/think that keeps us in a limited way-of-being. These little buggars will most likely be bubbling up this month. They probably have been showing up already. This is the perfect month to clear and transform this stuff! Reset! Rebirth! Renew! All those ‘re’-sons we tell ourselves (stop ourselves/block ourselves) need to go bye-bye. The day(s) of self-sabotage and self-doubt (fears/limits) need to be dissolving. Don’t you think? I do!

I have been working on this area within myself for a while. I gotta say – it doesn’t happen overnight. But it DOES start to get weaker within your thought patterns; transforms as you build your strength. As you become stronger within your heart-space and open up to more love, light and trusting yourself/inner-knowing… the fear(s) dissolve; especially as you work on the resolve. Some fears/doubts do take longer than others… they have been deeply programmed after all. It’s okay. Cut yourself some slack as you clean yourself up. At least you are working on it. And any time you work on improvement it advances (sometimes propels) you forward. Let the power(s) of any and all eclipses help assist you. 🙂

Love and blessings,
Enjoy the magnificent energies of today (and this month)!

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Summer… Yay!

Happy Summer Solstice! 

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Stopping in real quick to acknowledge this wonderful portal day!
I will be outside working the earth, this beautiful Gaia, by being in the garden, the yard/the house, and (of course) with the animals! It’s a busy time for me (for us here on our homestead) but I love every minute of it! I do love summer! 🙂

As always – this is a great portal day to be grounded while setting your intentions for your wonderful reality! Bring yourself, attract to you, the awesome reality that you want to be living! Visualize, meditate (not mandatory – but sure does help. Also – visualizing IS a meditation), and actively take steps towards it. These can be small baby steps; and even – take baby steps towards and for the baby step!

Take it easy on yourself and don’t be harsh towards your inner-monologue if you aren’t seeing anything huge manifesting (timing is a Divine-thing). Most of the time it’s the little things. Develop your awareness in all the little things. When you tune in to this – you began to see the synchronicities… then you will develop trust in these. It grows from there! See… what a simple baby step, am-I-Right?? 🙂   I bet you didn’t even realize you were manifesting?

It comes with awareness, tuning in, then trust… You got this!!
Be open to receive the Divine wisdom, the love and the light that already is: you!

Love and blessings! ❤

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