April!

Things have been fairly calm the last couple of weeks, and there is nothing wrong with ‘calm’. 🙂

I did have a wonderful birthday at the end of March. I got to hang-out and get caught up with my favorite sister! She’s my favorite because she is my only sister.  🙂  This has nothing to do with sister-in-law’s, of which I have those. The sister – sister is a unique relationship. Our family consists of a lot of brothers and us two girls. So, it’s safe to say – we have a special bond.

We live so far apart that when we do get to spend some real quality time together – we stay up super late… every single night! You would think I would have gotten tired but I didn’t. I was in the throes of having fun, discussing the deepest of deep issues, eating chocolate and sampling wines (spread out over the week). It was a great b-day week for sure! I will admit… a couple days in, I was starting to look pretty haggard and I didn’t even care. Yup, pretty fun!

April is now here and good grief… half way over already! I knew time was speeding up but I could swear it was the first just two days ago! There has been the gradual increase in outside/yard work for us. More time outside now that the snow has receded enough to start digging in the dirt. It’s only going to keep increasing and becoming busier (in a good way)! I am so looking forward to the days of warm sunshine and cloudless nights (stars and meteor showers… right?!).

I’ve also been getting hit with creative inspirations that have me back-at-it in my art studio. I have been hit-and-miss this last/past year. I am feeling the creation-vibes really starting to juice back up. I know that most of the stop and go syndrome I had was due to a lot of the clearing, releasing and purging of some really dense blockages I was packing around. I find that with each bit of releasement of the ‘old’ I gain a new, fresh, perspective. With higher vibrational energies comes a series of thought patterns for my creative processes, my next creative inspired action, and that extension of myself. I’m also finding interest in places outside and beyond my ‘normal’; or what used to be my normal. And this is all very good!

I’m pretty sure, since 2019 has started, I went up another step on that giant staircase of ‘life’… I might have even gone up two! You know the one… it has thousands of steps to climb! However many steps I just climbed in these last couple of months – it has been feeling really good. Good, great and wonderful all the way to my core! My soul-core!

I know there has been some major shifting going on and I have been doing my best at integrating and assimilating. The adjustment period can be quick or it can be more drawn out. I have moments of both – depending on what I need and where I need it. I understand the pulsing running through my body, the body-rocks, and the ‘waves’. I understand the shifting of frequencies, ringing, and pitch going on in my ears. I understand the change in vision. I understand when I can see light-shadow and ‘orbs’ before my camera does! Yes, there are some really awesome shifts happening. And we are all adjusting differently. Allowing and not holding any resistance is what gets you to that ‘next step’ a little quicker. It’s been fun and some really cool things are manifesting for me.

As this month comes and goes… I will continue to remain open and keep working on myself. We’re never done… nope. There’s no going back even if I tried. But why the hell would I want to?! Yikes! Just thinking about all that low vibrational density I spent years cleaning up has me appreciate how far along I have come! It went from: looking back over a year (at the change and progress)… to: looking at change in a month! I know that the weekly change is coming. Heck – I might even be ‘in it’ now. Who knows when the ‘daily’ will show up?! My best guess… I’m already doing ‘dailies’ but I will notice it a week later! Hahaha! 🙂 Funny!

I just keep living in my ‘now’; working on myself, releasing what needs to go, then filling up with The Divine love and light. Chipping away at my ‘block’, I guess. And trying to remain in the happiness-zone. Not all days are perfect; and that’s okay too. It’s called being human. 🙂

Love and blessings!

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Procrastination

On this energetic day of 2’s…

I just wanted to post a quote that became an instant favorite of mine.

It’s from Abraham Hicks, and it just resonated with me… it brought a smile to my face; as those who know me – know I can be a chronic-procrastinator. Well, maybe ‘chronic’ is too harsh of a word because it’s not all the time. I have moments or blocks-of-time where I seem to be more procrastinating than others. I’ve even openly admitted this in my writings here.

Procrastination, in my life (and probably for most), has a 3D label surrounding it: ‘lazy’. I always found that to be an irritating way to try to describe something that one just doesn’t have the deepest desire to do (right away). It’s not like I don’t want to do it… it’s just that I don’t have the energies to deal with it at that time (whatever that may be). I have always had an interesting relationship with ‘procrastination’ and I know this is part of my healing journey here.

My inner-knowing has always been letting me know that… it just isn’t really that important at this time. While those around me – the ones who think time is actually real (thinking linear) – feel I should be getting all things done, and getting them done yesterday! 🙂 I don’t let their issues with procrastination bother me. Because, really, it’s also about perception of what procrastination is (individually).

So, yes, I know this is ‘self-inflicted’ and I’m working through this area/issue – while I work-on and clean-up my childhood wounds. And… as I do-this… the quick little quote from Abraham Hicks explains it well:

What is the definition of procrastination?
It means: I can feel within my energy sensor that this action is not in perfect alignment at this time!

**Nailed-it! 🙂

All things Abraham Hicks can be checked out here:

Enjoy! https://www.abraham-hicks.com/

The Lull of January

I usually have a tendency to say: wow, where did ‘that’ month go? But for some reason… with January, I don’t think I ever say that.
It’s usually – man, this month is just dragging-on! So… slow!

I know it’s because we have those brutal, cold, grey, buried-under-snow kind of January’s. I’m sure that if I was a winter-time outdoorsy, activity, kind of person – I would just be loving this month. It would be endless fun! Thus making the month seem like it went by in a flash.

No… I am not a winter-time kind of gal. Not my favorite. Spring, summer, and fall – yes, please! And to be even more specific: summer that is transitioning into fall! Just love that ‘pocket’ of time… there is something about it that feels wonderful to me. Maybe it’s the harvesting, canning things, making things… just… love it.

For many years I had kiddos heading back to school in September and that developed into another (different) ‘new year’ kind of vibe for me. When they went off to start their new-year I usually tried to do the same. Many times it was taking classes myself or starting something new. Getting into a new craft, or project, or if it was a super bountiful garden/harvest year – there was canning and having fun with recipes, etc. The difference between these two ‘new years’ tends to be: the fall is a more active and hands-on; where in January, the actual calendar new year, tends to be more mental and visual/organizing of thoughts and goals.

The winter tends to bring on that cabin-fever feeling, a little bit of hunker-down and stay inside. Even though I have projects I could be working on, I can feel a little slow at getting up the energy to do those sometimes. Not enough daylight? Probably. Burnt out from months of holidays? Maybe.

But back to January… the one thing I do like about this month – is that it is a start of a new calendar year. This, in itself, brings on new plans, dreams, aspirations and intentions for the rest of the months to follow. I find myself doing a lot of visualizing and day-dreaming about some things I’d love to see happen – or get started. Fresh vision board(s), loosely listed goals with bullet points, setting intentions to work on (or build up) a new (good/healthy) habit… there’s a lot of dreamy but organizing thoughts going on right now.

When February starts – and gets rollin’ – I feel like it’s one more month until spring! Although there are years, here, where spring doesn’t come until May (ouch! but true). So, it’s the little mental game I play with myself – to just keep ticking off the days of dead-winter until I see the grasses of spring. I’m sure I’m not the only one who does this; there’s a lot of us non-winter-types living in places maybe we shouldn’t be. 🙂 I gotta admit that lately, I find myself, dreaming of a more southern location to reside during winter time. Hmmm… maybe I should get that up on my vision board! 🙂

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