That is all.
Oh, and happy equinox!
That is all.
Oh, and happy equinox!
The month of ‘3’, one of my favorites! March has this vibe about it that just… fits me. I don’t know if it’s because it’s my birthday month (that probably has a LOT to do with it!) or because it carries that spring time newness. We just had a 3-3 day and there will be others; this whole month is a triple-vibration! I have always felt a certain awesome energy on days that are 3’s. Maybe because the vibration/frequency surrounding this number is ‘creative’. The energies seem to amp-up with joy, creation, communication (verbal/non-verbal/expressive). I resonate with creativity. I tend to think most people do even though a lot of people don’t think or feel they do. Creativity comes in so many forms – not just arts and crafts.
The concept and how people define create and creativity really got pigeonholed over the decades. As an artist who talks with others that aren’t – they immediately announce they don’t have a creative bone in their body. Sure you do! We all do! Creativity is not just paint on a canvas. It’s everywhere and in everything; but its connotation has been mostly linked directly to the artistic and, ya, the creatives. It’s time to break it free from the chain that it has been predominately attached to! A lot of people don’t think they are creatives because they tend to be: analytical, left-brained, science-y, math-like, and ‘can’t draw’. This is the misconception regarding the creation word. When it’s mentioned that it’s all of that stuff and more they search their brain for a ‘creative’ example; it might be hard to find for most, some – not at all. That’s because it’s been so misunderstood for so long. Logic and analytic things are just not seen as creative. They are finding examples but they don’t believe them to be so. Being programmed to believe you are not a creator runs deep.
I was noticing that this was being ‘taken’ from us back in those elementary days (for me that was the 70’s). I’m sure this was going on long before I joined this incarnate. Slowly and steadily being creative and free-thinking was being traded for: in-the-box and stay in the lines. With each passing decade those that desired to be their free-thinking creative selves were most likely frowned upon. Those that followed this line – or should I say… didn’t follow any lines would be continually told we will struggle, we will be nothing’s, poor, broke, homeless, not amount to much. Ugh! The humans would be groomed to be ‘sheep’. Well, it pretty much happened, for the most part. But… hahaha, they couldn’t get us all! 🙂 For those that don’t recognize that they can be free from their left-brain programming (or… any programming, any block or mind-control) – they will wave their hand in the ‘nah!’ position and don’t accept it.
Creating and co-creating is going to be the new normal. It will be – just how ‘it is’ and what we organically do. The misunderstanding of what creative, creating, co-creating, and being a creator will be no-more. We will naturally reside here. We will all be in constant co-creation mode with our higher-selves, the Divine, along with the benevolent higher-dimensional beings assisting our ascension. Everything from energies, frequencies, vibrations and outward to physical, tangible, manifestation(s).
It’s just a matter of being aware to it or expressing from your heart. Bringing yourself into balance, harmony and knowing that you have freedom. Free to BE! This is a whole-nuther-subject in itself. It takes steps, patience, practice, due diligence, self-love, wanting to heal, acceptance, all while allowing yourself to shift from a 3D mind-set and the imprisonment to Divine love, truth, light, grace, and higher consciousness. It creates 🙂 freedom!
As a life path (numerology) number that is a 3 – it (3 energies) resonates and vibes with me on so many levels. I actually have 3’s and 1’s all over my ‘charts’ (numerology); so being creative, expressive, whimsical, and a goof-ball is kind of what just flows out of me. I wasn’t always in this – more free-flowing state. Nope. Some things that I have been protecting (self-inflicted blocks) – I have unlocked, opened, and healed over the years. Allowing the heart-space to open and heal has started the chain reaction throughout all other areas. Once the acceptance begins, the true-self surfaces, and there’s no going back. And why would you want to? This has been liberating. It’s also an alignment thing. Things I have always openly expressed are now becoming stronger, loved and appreciated. It’s all love and appreciation actually!
With this healing journey – I have been gaining that balance and harmony. I know this will always be a work in progress but with each healing moment and lesson I find that next level of peace. And in return… it’s an automatic turning-in to the heart space first. This has brought me back to joy, happiness, and the desire to want to create… more!
Since I had grown up in… what I call a weirdly polarized family situation (mom was the ‘soul crusher’ and dad was the passive-aggressive who tried to nurture creativity) my self-worth was hammered/beat-down and even manipulated. It was a roller-coaster ride to say the least. Creative expression was encouraged but there were rules of perfection, lots of criticism, adding in the mixed feelings of self-doubt and worthiness. One minute I was up, the next… brought back down. Most of the time it wasn’t even really the words being said, it was the actions – the ‘vibe’, if you will. It’s interesting how I can look back at certain moments throughout my youth and see the actions taken, crystal-clear, but the words spoken can be a haze. As an empath, I felt everything first. It’s most likely why my childhood ‘scenes’ play out with emotion and feeling before any potential hurtful words join the party.
As I grow and evolve with my own healing sessions so does the inner-child moments that I go back and heal. What I mean by that is – when I was in my beginner stages (of healing) I didn’t know what I was doing, what I was even ‘looking’ for. I stumbled around looking for the ‘why’. It took effort on my part to even want to ‘go there’. Meditation was necessary and long sessions of crying had me wondering if I was actually working on something or just reliving moments. This is where developing trust with the Divine, the Universe, your Guidance – becomes key.
The next couple of years not only was I working on my inner-child – I was also working on the trust! I almost don’t know which one was more challenging for me! Yes, trust issues are real. And apparently can run super-deep! Anyway, several years later… the growth of all of this is that – I am now being ‘called’ to come and heal (the inner-child) something(s)! It has evolved. It’s hard to explain, but it’s also… freakin’ awesome! When something pops up (a past trauma, moment, hurt, scary-thing) take care of it RIGHT then and there! Deep meditation is not required when you get to a certain point with your healing. When pieces of you come back, integrate, and feel at home, feel welcomed and loved… your soul will want more. More completion. And the pace will begin to pick up, quicken, as you start putting yourself back together. Ahhh, it is such a cool thing! Soul fragments, soul retrieval, whatever it’s called… it’s where I am these days. Each process brings my soul fragment back to my Now. And with that comes a new level of freedom. Building confidence, motivation, desire, passion, drive, self-love, a deeper compassionate love, unity, learning, observing, growth, evolution, trust, alignment, all bringing flow and creation/co-creation. It becomes one of the main activities on your ascension path. Maybe activities isn’t the best word. How about side-affects? When you heal your Self, your Soul, and keep working on becoming complete, whole, and the beautiful light and love that you are… these might feel like a side-affect, residuals, of being; of BEing!
This circles me back to the power of the 3. As we continue to work on ourselves, seeking that balance, that harmony, that healing… for our spiritual growth – the energies pulsing through this entire year are going to give us a little boost in this department. If we consciously set the intentions to work on our soul-self, inner-child, and the emotional attachments we tend to carry around, the potential for an upgrade is most likely going to be promised, continually. Each time you try, and continue practice making efforts and trying, it will lead to doing, then – more doing. Before you know it… it’s a couple years into your future and you really have come a long way baybee! You have been upgrading at your core-levels.
And guess what? The entire time you have been healing, loving/Self-loving, nurturing, and growing, evolving, and becoming your authentic self… you have been co-creating and in creator-mode every step of the way! 🙂
Keep going! I know I won’t be stopping any time soon!
Love and Blessings ❤
Did I just pass an entire month without writing anything?
I think I did! This month sped by me and here it is… the last day(s). It’s okay though. It’s been a super-busy month and not blogging anything is absolutely forgiven! 🙂 hahaha
It has been a month of getting things going, or done, around here. Many projects along with the balance of a few family outings and enjoying nature – or a cute little coastal town. I feel like the physical labor (of homesteading) has taken up most of my days these last few weeks. And rightfully so. I am trying to get my garden prepped and plants in! The growing season is short here. Some days I feel like its all prep work just in time to pull it all out because we creeped into fall.
Anyway… summing up the month of May: it was good.
I haven’t been noticing anything ascensionly-major, within my earthly realm, to really take notes on. Hahaha… is that even a word? Ascensionly? It is now! 🙂 I know I have been so physically busy outside and then exhausted by the time bedtime rolls around I am either: not noticing or I am noticing – but it seems kind-of normal to me now. It’s not a big deal and I keep carrying on. I would consider that – good integration. I recognize, allow, apply, integrate (maybe not always in that order)… and keep moving on while I am working in my ‘world’. It’s all good, yes, very good.
I have to mention, that this month – I have really enjoyed listening to body healing guided meditations while I am passing-out. I am loving these things. Playing them right off that good ole you-tube. I’m sure there are other ways of accessing these – but that is the route I am currently using. Kindle + you tube app = a wonderful meditation while falling asleep!
There’s a good reason why I am choosing the body healing. I need it! On all levels. From actual physical ailments (of injuries), current hormonal fluctuations (perimenopause), to the daily beatings I am giving my physical body right now (gardening/shoveling/digging/lifting/hauling/work-work-work). I would recommend these to anyone looking for some calming healing body talk and re-assurance. I do feel like I am getting some good sleep. And we all know that good sleep promotes better all-over-wellness.
There’s an array of people offering some great meditations on that platform. And I am thankful/grateful for all those that are offering their amazing talents (for free). Thank you to those of you doing this. Love and gratitude goes out to you! There’s more than body healing, the variety is practically endless. Need a calming or an enlightening meditation? Click on over to the you tube and listen to something. Meditation isn’t just that stereo-typical yoga-pose and absolute silence. It has evolved and it can be guided. If you just want music with no one guiding you … there is that too. Binaural beats, solfeggio, higher frequency tones, shamanic, and even angelic – it’s like being a kid in a candy store! So fun!
My current faves are: Unlock Your Life, Meditations by Rasa, Steve Nobel (The Soul Matrix), Progressive Hypnosis, Om Shaanti… just to name a few. There really is something for everyone!
Get your ear-buds on and happy meditating everyone!
Things have been fairly calm the last couple of weeks, and there is nothing wrong with ‘calm’. 🙂
I did have a wonderful birthday at the end of March. I got to hang-out and get caught up with my favorite sister! She’s my favorite because she is my only sister. 🙂 This has nothing to do with sister-in-law’s, of which I have those. The sister – sister is a unique relationship. Our family consists of a lot of brothers and us two girls. So, it’s safe to say – we have a special bond.
We live so far apart that when we do get to spend some real quality time together – we stay up super late… every single night! You would think I would have gotten tired but I didn’t. I was in the throes of having fun, discussing the deepest of deep issues, eating chocolate and sampling wines (spread out over the week). It was a great b-day week for sure! I will admit… a couple days in, I was starting to look pretty haggard and I didn’t even care. Yup, pretty fun!
April is now here and good grief… half way over already! I knew time was speeding up but I could swear it was the first just two days ago! There has been the gradual increase in outside/yard work for us. More time outside now that the snow has receded enough to start digging in the dirt. It’s only going to keep increasing and becoming busier (in a good way)! I am so looking forward to the days of warm sunshine and cloudless nights (stars and meteor showers… right?!).
I’ve also been getting hit with creative inspirations that have me back-at-it in my art studio. I have been hit-and-miss this last/past year. I am feeling the creation-vibes really starting to juice back up. I know that most of the stop and go syndrome I had was due to a lot of the clearing, releasing and purging of some really dense blockages I was packing around. I find that with each bit of releasement of the ‘old’ I gain a new, fresh, perspective. With higher vibrational energies comes a series of thought patterns for my creative processes, my next creative inspired action, and that extension of myself. I’m also finding interest in places outside and beyond my ‘normal’; or what used to be my normal. And this is all very good!
I’m pretty sure, since 2019 has started, I went up another step on that giant staircase of ‘life’… I might have even gone up two! You know the one… it has thousands of steps to climb! However many steps I just climbed in these last couple of months – it has been feeling really good. Good, great and wonderful all the way to my core! My soul-core!
I know there has been some major shifting going on and I have been doing my best at integrating and assimilating. The adjustment period can be quick or it can be more drawn out. I have moments of both – depending on what I need and where I need it. I understand the pulsing running through my body, the body-rocks, and the ‘waves’. I understand the shifting of frequencies, ringing, and pitch going on in my ears. I understand the change in vision. I understand when I can see light-shadow and ‘orbs’ before my camera does! Yes, there are some really awesome shifts happening. And we are all adjusting differently. Allowing and not holding any resistance is what gets you to that ‘next step’ a little quicker. It’s been fun and some really cool things are manifesting for me.
As this month comes and goes… I will continue to remain open and keep working on myself. We’re never done… nope. There’s no going back even if I tried. But why the hell would I want to?! Yikes! Just thinking about all that low vibrational density I spent years cleaning up has me appreciate how far along I have come! It went from: looking back over a year (at the change and progress)… to: looking at change in a month! I know that the weekly change is coming. Heck – I might even be ‘in it’ now. Who knows when the ‘daily’ will show up?! My best guess… I’m already doing ‘dailies’ but I will notice it a week later! Hahaha! 🙂 Funny!
I just keep living in my ‘now’; working on myself, releasing what needs to go, then filling up with The Divine love and light. Chipping away at my ‘block’, I guess. And trying to remain in the happiness-zone. Not all days are perfect; and that’s okay too. It’s called being human. 🙂
Love and blessings!
YES! Happy spring! It’s also the final of the five consecutive zero degrees full moons. Our zero-point!
All I can say is: wow! Wow! What an elevating/invigorating last few months around here. When I say here – I mean… Planet Earth! 🙂
The last time we had a full moon spring equinox was apparently back in March 1981. So… it’s been awhile. I guess it almost happened in 2000… but not quite. In ’81 I was 11… and when I crunch the numbers that would have been a ‘one’ year. It was a numerological year of new beginnings – and I would have not been paying attention to that. I didn’t really start getting into numerology until my 20’s.
At eleven I was living that carefree life of the youth. I was probably riding my bike along the ditch-bank roads, catching butterflies (yes, I had a net and everything!), reading books, and crafting something. Cross stitch and beading bracelets was where I was at as an eleven year old. Being consciously aware of trying to manifest my own abundance was not at the forefront. I was just: doing!
I was doing things that I loved! Doing those inspired actions. If I wanted to go bake a batch of cookies to share with family, I did. If I wanted to paint something, I did. If I wanted to make some jewelry, I did. You get the picture. If the uninhibited compulsion to do some fun activity struck me… I did it. No excuses. I went and did it. If the ‘stuff’ wasn’t there for me to do my main-goal, I went to plan ‘B’. I would manifest those impulsive ‘visions’ in my head/heart in some form or another. That freedom of being the child without (any apparent) blocks and ‘baggage’ was a liberating time (for me). I see it now. I see that there was ‘no resistance’ as a kid.
I didn’t have the built up blocks back then. Yes, they were definitely developing. Hahaha 🙂 I can laugh at it now because I have worked through some of them. But in those childhood moments – I didn’t care. That ‘being in the flow’ was what it’s all about. I am working on bringing this back into my life. I would love reclaiming that point of ‘no resistance’ again. I am working on it, definitely. Because I have a few different areas that I am addressing with myself… with each step of forgiveness, releasing, clearing and loving… I am moving into less resistance. This helps in the letting go and being in flow. I can look back over the last year and see noticeable improvements within my deep, childhood healing.
So… as I work on my childhood, it opens me up to my unlimited potential in my adulthood. That free-flowing, loving what I’m doing, having fun, inspired actions! And spring time has always been a great booster for energizing creativity! For me anyway.
This time around, with this amazing super full moon spring equinox, I am paying attention to the energies. I am also utilizing it probably way better than I did when I was 11. 🙂
Like any other spring equinox… it’s a fresh start, inspiration, newness and adventure! There is that warmth of the sun perking you right up and, yes, putting that spring in your step! On the surface this one might not be that much different. Except (it is!) it has new-energies ‘booster-blaster’ in it to help propel us further in our expansion, ascension, stepping into our truth… to BE our true selves! There’s an energy with this one that can be felt.
I’m totally okay with that! Even my eleven year old self even thinks that’s pretty cool! Keep integrating and adjusting to all these wonderful love-n-light Universal/Cosmic energies that are flooding us! Live from your heart, have fun, and manifest your abundance!
Happy spring and happy 3-3-‘3’ gateway!
Is it spring yet?
For us, the farm-life ‘season’ (or year) doesn’t seem to really kick-off until our baby chicks arrive. There’s just something about these little babies that symbolize the start of the ‘new year’ for us. Maybe it’s because we only see miles and miles of white snow for months and these baby chicks are the spring-time ray of sunshine! Well… whatever it is…
Snow or not… here they come! And you gotta be ready for them.
So, this is what we are doing this week. Prepping for and then receiving our bundles of puff-ball joy.
Our baby chickens arrived this morning and this initiates the starting our year of farmin’. Was that redundant? Initiates the starting?? I must really mean it then! What’s funny is that I keep writing and leave it! Ha! 🙂
Anyway … Since we still have a couple feet of snow hanging around – these little guys will be sheltered inside until two things happen… one: they are big enough and have some feathers (or starting of feathers), and two: the snow has melted. At least enough to either provide bare ground or close enough so that we can provide some clear ground for them. I’m guessing it’s going to be a couple of weeks.
Keeping these little ones warm, dry, free from dangers, well hydrated and fed; along with clean bedding, is what you want to aim for while they grow. I am also always hoping that they all make it too. There is always that little ‘percentage’ of possible loss/mortality rate. I pray for healthy, strong, vital birds!
The brood-box is set up pretty nice and these guys have plenty of space while at the same time – warmth, food and water. It’s probably considered primo-real estate (in the chickie world).
Getting the babies nestled in their new digs can start the chain-of-events for all the other things we need to start doing in preparation for the year. Coops and repairs, building what can be built in the garage (while snow melts), and seedlings in the windows. Until we come out of this snow-fest (it did snow just 2 days ago… so, spring is not quite here yet) it will be indoorsy projects.